depression
my birthday is around the corner and i’m having depression.
find life really sucks.
i’m so tired.
go away.
pain.
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common test ended
common test finally ended. yet there’s no room for rest.. immediately got to get ready for another though journey.. i’m so tired..
the maths paper today was harder than expected, but they’ll surely moderate the score. hope can get A.. i spent many days revising it, and i attended and listen to the lectures. pray bah.
life has been so tough that i do not have time to think of other stuffs other than studies and games to relax a little bit after stressing for the whole day. what else do i have anyway?
a happy and warmth family is my greatest asset. i do love my intelligence ;D friends who treasure me.. yeah, i’m finding. shall not think too much bah… just look ahead and be prepared, that’s all i can do for now.
what has to come, will come. what won’t come, will never come. expect what is to be expected, and be prepared. give up thoughts on whatever expects which are not expected to come.
i love audition, it’s the only game i’m playing currently. not playing those mmorpg lerh, no time and dont wanna get addicted. ps2 games, no time play. hopefully when this semester end, i got time to play? ;D FF12.. i from year 1 say until now not yet get the damn disc.. stupid lah.. dots.. -______-
okays lahh.. enuff craps.. i’m so tired! but what to do.. jia you! i can do it! no.. i have to. i MUST do it! ganbate kudasai! x)
maybe it’s really time to give up…tight schedule
i take a look at my work schedule just now, and i realise.. it’s so scary… really, i just freak me out.
basically, next week, which is when school officially reopen, it’s week 12.
the loose schedules are individual miniprojects for internet programming and web portal modules.. both submission is at week 15. and the proposal for the webportal project.. also weke 15 due date. i can take some time to do them..
the tight schedules is that, monday, i got internet programming assignment to submit. also got internet programming lab test 2 early in the morning. then afternoon got webdesign quiz for animation stuffs. tuesday got equiz for electronics communication. it’s really important to me, if i dont do well for this, i’m gonna get a freaking stupid grade for this module. somemore so long no touch this module de things le..sigh.. thursday is disaster. go to submit japanese assignments, which is a chunk and i sucks at japanese..!!! in addition, early morning got to do presentation for communication skills.. my worst module! somemore, i havent do my slides.. and the notes! not done.. not printed… not pasted and not attached with the stupid ring.. kao.. fcuk up.. then, on the same thursday, got webportal quiz.. kao! sian lahh.. zz…
by looking at my schedule, i just freak me out totally… hais.. tomorrow got maths common test, and i was trying to do the tutorials.. what i can say is.. MOST OF THE QUESTIONS… i don’t know how to do at all… hais…
i’m so tired…. really tired.. tired until i don’t know how much longer can i last…
meaningless life…
boring
so bored. today had web design common test. the paper was slightly harder than what i’ve expected. but still alright. got the confident, hee.
by the way, the school’s library is super famous during exam/common test periods. the whole, and i mean it, the WHOLE LIBRARY is full of people, totally occupied. i wanted to study in school library, i walk one round through the whole library, and finally decided to go home. LOLs~
i’m a pig. i lie on my bed around 1pm+ or 2pm. i just fell asleep and all the way.. it’s around 6pm that i’ve woke up. it was like.. WAH! so long?! first time.. break record liao lah! hahaa. was really tired. been months since i last slept peacefully through the night. been really moody recently.
tomorrow got to study hard for maths already, so stressful.. hope the paper is not too hard. i got feeling that i’m going to do badly for my maths paper. sighs. bad sign! )):
just now been doing my webportal project proposal. slightly more than half done already, cool. currently 31 pages lerh. die die must keep it less than 50 pages. anyway, don’t know when can finish it. i’m really sick of writing scenarios for all those make-up characters. it’s so lame! like writing composition…
after school reopen, it’s gonna be a tough journey again. week 12 or week 13 got presentation for comm skills. it’s the biggest stone blocking right in front of me now. it’s group project, something i fear the most in nyp.
individual project is never a problem to me, group project is what gives me the most headache. somemore i’m the leader of this project, i’ve to make sure all of them work and move, which is seriously 10 times harder than getting a distinction in any modules.
i’m serious, so far, in this course (Multimedia Infocomm Technology) in nyp, if you ask me.. i’m gonna tell you, communication skills is the hardest module i’ve ever attended… comm skills 1, comm skills 2, a great disaster!! sighs..
however, i wont give up. i’ll do what i can.. got to rush projects and at the same time, study for exams. there are so damn much to study for osm. dammit.
anyway, my birthday is coming! it’s on the 9th of July! ;DD looking forward to my birthday.. it’s on next next week’s monday. it’s a school day.
oh ya, this sat going out celebrate birthday with my friends, i think. dont know if i remember wrongly or not. hahaa. looking forward too, so long since i last went for any group outing.
so tired. audition time! cheerios people.
remember to tag, i don’t like people who read my blog but never tag my board.
sian diao
si beh sian diao.. im so damn moody and emo now… until i totally cant study anything.. whole night tv.. then just now fall down.. so LUCKY.. so irritated…
having headache.. and so sleepy.. how to study! tomorrow fail liao lahh..
emo..
had my first common test paper today, data structure and algorithm. everyone seems to have done well for the paper, i’m glad. tomorrow is the second paper, web design. i spent alot of time studying it, hope can do well for the paper.
recently fell in love with JPOP music. songs by Shinhwa 神话, Koda Kumi 幸田来未, Tohoshinki 东方神起. their songs so nice. also got myself 林俊杰’s 杀手, 西界, 大男人小女孩. not bad.
moody. cheerios~
thanks for coming. recently wenbin won’t be blogging.
anything contact him via msn or contact number.
cheerios.
