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tiring day..

i’m like damn tired. why? i just finished my wss assignment of doing a web page. i think this assignment was given during term break, i stuck until just now then finish.

somemore, not well done de lor. CAN SEE SOME DISPLAY PROBLEM DE LOR. and i never cater for IE6. i lazy to convert all .png to .gif files lahh, and the if else statement.

if i’m not wrong, the statement is something like:

(angled bracket lesser than) !–[if lte IE 6] (angled bracket greater than)

btw, i said angled bracket lesser than or greater than because i dun wanna type the bracket out. blogger has been RANDOMLY deleting everything i typed when i type the angled bracket. blogger really s*cks. guess what is the word. ORH. you say one, dont quote me. ;D

troublesome one.. lols~ duno how to do sia… T_T

anyway, submit jiu submit bah, cannot afford to spend more time on it lerh. i think among all contestant, i’m the last to submit ler. i’m like the weakest there liao, don’t wanna irritate our instructor by late submission moremore.. like digging grave lols.

today school as usual. suddenly felt that OSM exams is not gonna be as difficult and torturing as how i thought it would be all along. the book damn thick, i thought i’d die studying. but guess not, because two chapters need not study, and not much things to test on! roughly can predict what questions liao lerh.

i’ll probably share the qns i predicted after i’m confirmed with them. hahaa. you know, so far, from year one semester two until now, i always study whole lecture book for exams, then predict question.

90% of the questions i predicted that will come out, came out. ;DD

not much to test on, really. actually study whole lecture notes not difficult as long as you listen in lecture, you’ll find that their rather similar. really.

went to amk there to makan lunch with weisheng colin kunlong pengyee weiming nicole janice nicholas ;D then play at acade, fun sia. and watch kunlong race initial d, =_= like perverted racer LOL.

i behaved like a dumb shyt today, when i was playing the dance dance thingy. i sure look damn retarded, lucky not much people there. phews. =x but weisheng li hai ;D bu kui shi dancer, got train de. but too bad his house de matt spoil liao, else i wanna go train T_T

then go all the way back to school for class again. maths was a headache as usual.. then EC class. got back our written test 2 paper. disappointment. i made 2 freaking dumb mistake, it’s not like anyone who has a normal IQ can do such things.

it’s like, my answer for part one is A, and i drew B at part two to prove my part one answer wrong.

dumb isn’t it? =.= somemore two questions. 10 marks flew away like this.. overall my EC results dropped again.. wtf.. 84%.. hope this is the last time it drops.. next is last liao, common test.. if common test also drop somemore, i can migrate to some ulu ulu country and be a farmer liao =.=” hide there..

dinner with joseph zichun peihan alan jinghong. talk bout Final Fantasy until damn high. i die die must chiong them after exams lahh. i’m a mad gamer, but i’m sure peihan even more mad. his gaming record really power, pro gamer. i’m chiongster in online mmorpg, but not in console rpgs. i used to miss out some cool stuffs in a game, which really sucks lahh. sian lehh T_T

anyone got FF7 guide book can lend me?

so tired.. it’s 3:25 am now.. so drowsy.. tomorrow wake up must chiong japanese lerh.. thursday or so called TOMORROW got final written test or common test.. same weightage as commontest mah.. =.=

NIGHTS~ =\

officially no more projects~

OFFICIALLY NO MORE PROJECTS THIS SEMESTER!!! ;DDDD

c’mon, i’m high! but why? because, NO MORE PROJECTS! coool! weeets~ woooo~ hahahaha! now the important things is focus on my common tests! they are on:

this thursday, japanese written test (30%)
this friday, java final practical test (30%)
next tuesday, electronics communication (30%)
next wednesday, communication skills (30%)

after i’m done with them, then no more common test! then follow up with 3 more papers and i’m done with this semester ;D looking forward to that day!

today school as usual. meet up with weisheng and kun long for breakfast at mac, long time no eat mac liao! hahaa.

btw, actually i can take same train with weisheng, but at yishun mrt station, there were bunch of you-know-what. they stand in both lanes. so, both lanes struck halfway.

the rules®ulation which is attached to all the escalator all over in singapore, says that people should STAND on the LEFT and keep the RIGHT side EMPTY, so people can walk there. but somehow and somewhat, singaporeans..

well, forget about it. maths lecture was quite tough today, i hardly catch what is taught. i sense danger, shall buck up after im done with my common tests papers. arrghs.

ip lab, nothing to do. went around help my friends with their projects, thats all. had lunch with weisheng pengyee kunlong nicholas colin weiming. was like, HUH, LATER FLASH TEST?! lols.

but somehow it’s postponed to next week lahh. and the 2 quiz which is suppose to be held today, are being removed due to too much weightage. can obviously tell that many people is gonna fail this module if this quiz pulls the marks down again, so they cancelled it. well, this shows how tough our module is, and how much we suffered actually T_T

9 modules leh, you think easy meh. hahaa. but that makes our course unique and the best IT course in NYP. cool isn’t it? haha.

was fun walking around helping friends to solve their problems on their project. it’s kinda tiring and somewhat pressurised, afraid that i couldn’t help them solve the problem. but still, it felt great when you eventually solved their problem and you see them smiling and laughing happily. ;DDD

sometimes, projects is not all about how well you do it. it’s how you do it. one can score distinction for their projects, but you have to learn something, of course. or else, where would be the benefit of doing? submit for the sake of marks? no, it’s for our future, we come to learn something which could help us in our future.

people who download template and directly use it, they only learn how to download and find templates. as for people who downloaded the template and change it, even if you people only changed a little bit, come on, it’s consider putting in effort already. change little by little, no harm right? believe in yourself and gan gan change!

and when you get the hand of it and done with your project, gan gan try to do something from scratch, that’s how you can learn! ;DD

learning is always like this, never try, never know. if you dun do it urself, you wont know you can do it or not. so, always try! if you fail, learn from it! the only failure is one who fails and never learn anything!

i was so happy when mr seetoh said he’s gonna upload my project to his website(server) and show it to his students. it’s like, damn cool lah! my effort lor! ;DD

jia you everyone, there is no weaklings, no one is stupid and no one is bad at anything. it’s all about believing in yourself and put in the effort.

always remember, how much you put in will determine how much you get back in return. if you wanna say you studied, but still don’t score well. well, did you go for lectures? did you study correctly? everyone who went into the exam hall and answered all questions, feel that they’ll get full marks. but in the first place, what they know.. are they all correct? perfectly right? so sure? why? if you gonna say, “of course correct, i memorise from book” then you gonna ask yourself, are you sure the question is asking on what you memorised??

think about it.

some random stuffs. my worst 3 results in my secondar
y school days are:

#1: emaths, 3/100 (3%)
#2: emaths, 1/20 (5%)
#3: combined science, 22/100 (22%)

projects finishing soon~

finishing up my wpdp project! tomorrow is the submission date already. didn’t manage to get to the standard i want it to be. )):

never mind though, at least i completed it in time, with all the basic stuffs around, that’s the main thing man.

so, right now doing the site map. i guess i’ll just do a simple one, so as not to complicate things. tomorrow gonna show my friends my site, listen to their comments.

so if there’s anything not very nice about the site, i can quickly change it! ;D yeahh. as for the introduction music, i set it to only play when user enter the home page, i can’t tahan it playing everytime i click something, irritating!

i still havent completed the assignments given by mr chan. i don’t know can finish them on time or not, most probably tomorrow night must chiong his assignments liao. they got contribute marks in the final selection de.

one good news, tomorrow, after 3 pm, END OF ALL PROJECTS IN THIS SEMESTER ;D damn cool isn’t it!? great lah! no more projects~ lalalas x))

i’ll make time to hang out around with friends more, especially friends around me. i find that their really nice people. though we don’t talk much, but when we do talk, can feel the warmth and sincerity from them, which is really cool. the feeling is like.. ah! yeah, that’s right! ;DD

i love the “friends” feeling. simply LOVE it. i always believe in, “if you want people to treat you nice, treat them nice first!” thus, i’ll always treat friends and people around me as nice as i can. it’s like how i help my friends in anything, i don’t expect them to return me anything, or give me anything. i just like to help my people around me, that’s all. x))

also, something which makes me think deeply in the past. last time jinghong used to say something like, “you don’t help me, nvm lor. you liddat, in future, you better don’t require my help hor, i i won’t help you also de.”

the quote is not exactly what he said, but i think the meaning is there? it’s damn interesting! and after he say this sentence, both parties will surely burst into laughter. damn cool. i heard several times, but never get tired of the sentence, i’ll always laugh at it, and i remember it until now. ahaha.

wonder if he still says this often. ;D

so tired. imagine i didn’t save my project in my thumbdrive and can’t submit it tomorrow. hahaha. i’ll be labelled as the world top gundo dumbster! do finish project but never bring to school to submit. =____=”

cheerios~

the feeling of helping people is great


so tired today. didn’t complete much work today, but helped many friends. felt great man! haha.

when someone stuck halfway while doing their project, couldn’t get the outcome they wanted to get, sure very sian diao, no mood to continue liao lerh.

but when their problem is solved, the feeling is great de lor. hahaa. i can sense the “shuang” from them when their problem is solved, i felt happy for them also. ;DD

encountered all sort of problems, like for alan is his flash overlap with his navigations, peihan is images sizes too big, and many others also.

one pain is when i was helping pengyee with his javascript, was figuring out why the script works in plain htm file, but don’t work in his template. haha.

shared my div-cum-table receipe with some of my friends. hahaha. it’s quite funny to play around with div like that. no tables uh? then use div lor, div-cum-table is fun! hahaha!

normally, at the first look, people will think, how did you manage to do that without using table?! well, i have my ways, and friends who need it, i shared with them, and after seeing the trick, they tends to “LOL“~

suddenly feel that i’m so patient, because whole afternoon until now, i didn’t do any of my project, i been helping my friends. but strange to say, i’m not sian at all. i enjoyed helping them and seeing their LOLS after their problem is solved. it’s so cool lahh! ;DD

for my project, basically i finished my 8 templates of work. but then suddenly, i realised i would need another (not again -.-) template, one last template for sure. it’s quite troublesome lah. especially after i lie to myself and say: “this is gonna be the last template of work! ;D” and now i gonna create one more template. bahh!

felt so tired, tomorrow sunday already. i guess i should learn from Mr Benson sometimes,

“today is friday~ x)”

well, that’s all for today. tomorrow i shall finish up my wpdp, redesign of website project. my singapore art museum site rocks lah! (lie to myself T_T)

people out there, if you think you have the worst job, think again! x))

very long post ;D

today early morning had our java mock practical test. one bad thing is that i was stuck at a stupid logic error for almost an hour =x

what happen is that when we use a BufferedReader to read an entry, we need to assign this value to a variable.

i was so enthusiatic that i forgot to assign it to a variable, which leads to a logic error – when i compile the file, it’s perfectly no error. but when i run it, it hanged, OutOfMemoryError LOLS. caused by infinite loop =x

i challenged myself not to refer to any labsheets or codings although it’s a open book test. to test on my ability, see whether if i’m not given anything to modify from, can i complete this test?

so the outcome is i can, but went through so much trouble and took me like 1 hour 20 minutes plus then finish the test. ):

next was internet programming lecture. Mdm Wong went through last last semester’s exam paper. it wasn’t as difficult as expected, most of the answers are quite emphasised during lecture.

However, she mentioned that next week she gonna go through last semester’s exam paper, which is much more tougher. i took a quick peek at the questions, scan through.. conclusion is – it really do seems much tougher.

next was java lecture. mr ang revised what was taught in the year one, and did a summary of the structure of what we learnt in year two java. now more clear with the stuffs we learnt already, which is good! ;D

looking forward to next semester’s C++ programming. quite excited. i really love programming, it seems so logical to me. really, when you catch the logic, it’s really fun to play around with.

then later on, meet up with some of my friends and went to see mr seetoh. he commented that my site’s moving sub navigation bar is not the trend now. so i’m gonna change it later on. make it into a blinking color one. yeahh ;D i got the idea in my mind already. heees.

then guess what. wss training, as rong jun and i reached early, Mr Chan agreed to take a look at my year two project, the website i redesigned, singapore art museum! yeah finally he got the time.

however, the outcome seems to be worst than what i’d expect. i expect it to be not up to his standard, yeah, expected. but hor, looks like really very jialatt lehh.. T.T

he pointed out ALOT of OMG things and very very small errors, which i didn’t even imagine these are actually mistakes! oh dammit.. my confident of my site, from a rather high percentage, drop until now left around 50+% to make me think i won’t fail this module. sighh.

his expectation is really very high. i don’t know how am i going to survive through the selections. they are not those anyhow also can pass de lor..

he showed us some of the sites the students done during their selection, work from MIT, DBM(design sch, not sure short form le) and etc. the standard is there lorh, and imagine, all these are work from the top few design students from the entire course. their work also kena rate until like OMG-CMI (cannot make it). i think, put my work side by side with them.. i can go dig hole and hide inside =/

then he show us the website done by the singapore gold medalist from nyp mit, who is going to japan for competition next year.. i see his work, my first impression is

WAHHH! WHAT THE ****! O.O!!!!

it was like.. i was like thinking, can a human being possibly do this kind of web site in 3 or 4 days, with 8 hours each day? it’s not easy man..

putting what we learnt in this semester. it’s like :

designing an entire whole new website from scratch. do proposal (analyse audience, site goals etc…), plan everything, do website with purely CSS. can only use pictures provided by the judges. no internet access etc. somemore not simply CSS stuffs. we have to use php to do server side codes. it’s similar to the asp.NET language we learnt this semester. the only different is that, what we learnt is drag and drop using web developer. over there, we have to hard code everything. somemore all errors must catch, and trust me, it’s not easy.. it’s so much tougher.

now, let’s not think about it first bah. shall focus on completing my project first, then focus on common test and exams. i think my gpa this semester would probably drop, unless i work extra hard these days.

i sense disaster. i’d better buck up. frankly speaking, i’m not very confident with myself. one more thing to mentioned is that when i told mr chan i work on this site for quite a few days already, he was like =.=”

then he said something like..

“why waste so much time? this kind of website few hours can do liao mah.”

i instantly felt the difference of standard between his students and myself. then i look at rong jun’s project. seriously right, i feel like using gun and point at myself. yah, he’s year 3 student. but really lor, he specialise in networking. one thing cannot be denied, his web design skills..

if my work is ever gonna get a C. his project surely can at least get an A. see the difference?

i don’t know why my confident drop so much leh, but frankly speaking, this experience made me learnt alot. my first time designing a website and somemore, from scratch. can see how tough it is. where things i do for many days, people can simply take few hours to do it. i never felt so “slow” before. because so far all my projects, i finished them up really hastily. i’ve never felt so beaten down before.

it’s really time to wake up. maybe i shall start to work hard in my studies. no more gaming and slacking until exams are over~ T.T

now that i realise, such a long post today. but do anyone read them all up? it’s really gonna take some time. whoever do read everything up, you have my sincere thanks ;D

do tag if you do okay, i’d be glad! x)

java mock practical test tml~

today i was in deep shit. damn sian. luckily after all i’m safe. well, got to thanks philip yeah. thankful. i’ll not forget it. ;D

people who i hope will care for me, did not even bother to give a damn about me. i’m really disappointed. upset.

anyway finished our japanese role play today. i was so nervous that i forgot my script, said a wrong sentence. sigh.

luckily our group still one of the best group. thanks zichun for partner with me yeah. we scored together ;D

eAssessment for jap, sian sia. scored badly, 15/20 for grammer and 6/10 for listening.. sighh.. 21/30…. sian diao~

okay lahh.. tomorrow got java mock test, don’t know can make it mahh.. well, ganbate yeahh~ (:
you don’t want me as friend then say it straight larr.

japanese role-play

tomorrow japanese role play! damn nervous.. although not the first time doing role play already, but still feeling nervous..
にほんごが わかりますか。(do you understand japanese?)

well, last two days i only read the script on my way to school.. and just now read up abit.. total add up almost an hour le.. i speak to myself, okay lehh.. like all inside my head already.. but hor..

i scare tomorrow stand in front every0ne liao i forget my script sia.. T_T it’s always so different between self training and doing it infront of other people.. aww..

hope tomorrow do well for the japanese eassessment and web portal quiz~ ;D

headache headache.. and today no go training.. ): now figuring out how to use css to do a photo gallery.. hees..

if we want people to treat us nice, we should treat other people nice first. but sometimes, it doesn’t help.. some people dont appreciate peoples’ help. instead, they make use of them…

cant sleep…

sian lahhh.. whole night like cannot fall asleep.. i 1.30 am like that go sleep..

2.45 am still havent fall sleep..

3.37 am i see time again.. i very sian diao liao lerh..

5.12 am i see time again.. i was like totally sian diao..

finally i think i fall asleep at dont know what time..

then 9 am.. my alarm clock wake me up…

i last night keep thinking and thinking until cant fall sleep.. my mind alot alot of thoughts.. very emo de thoughts..

think until cant sleep.. and my eyes so pain, and im so tired.. i wanna sleep.. but my mind just think and think that i couldnt sleep lor..

now feeling so tired…


to myself, and to my good brother rongyao:

like i said at your tagboard.. never give up on what you want to achieve or get.. even if the chances are slim.. as long as there are chances, go for it.. whereas once you give up, slim chances also will become no chances liao..

and remember.. things don’t just fly to you.. you have to go for it, earn it, achieve it by your own hands.. if chances are slim, then increase it.. no use waiting for it to increase yeah.. never give up on what you want to achieve or get.. because if you do, you might regret it your whole life..

i’ve regretted.. many things.. i wasted about half of my life.. i learned many things, but none of it i continue to go on.. i give up halfway.. taekwando, calligraphy, basketball, swimming etc.. all given up half way.. and many many more..

thats why im very determine to not to give up on what i want to achieve anymore.. after exam, i’ll train myself on web designing.. i want to make a name out of myself!

however, what’s more important now.. is to get a good results this semester. and im going for it! no one’s words can ever stop me from what i want..

no regrets! thats the most important thing to consider before making any decision..

jia you okays!? rongyao.. if you can’t do it, then no one else can.. i always believe you’re very capable.. since secondary school, we’re the best friend..we’re always together.. my results is always mostly F9 and your results always mostly A1.. even o lvls you get all subject distinction except english..

you’re very capable and smart de.. don’t underestimate yourself! again, think of this:

if i can’t do it, then who else can?

believe me, you can do it! jia you in everything you wanna do! believe in yourself and have the confidence, thats what gives me the strength to get to where i am now.. because it you yourself dun believe that you can, anyone else who believe in you also no use le yeah..

brothers forever.. wahh.. i bu zhi bu jue type until so long.. hahaha.. anything feel free to seek me okays~ even if i cant help, i can lend you my ears.. ;D
Brothers for Life

stress period

ahhh…since last sunday till now, i never do anything for my projects.. no progress at all lor.. hais..
kinda stress up after thinking.. )):
this week jap role play and wanna complete my redesign of website faster.. i spending too much time on it le..
dun care lahh.. die die my distiction for tis project… else very bo hua lor.. spent so many days lerh.. T_T
now week 15.. week 16 got 2 wdd quiz and jap written test 2.. wad else? not sure..week 17 is common test week.. got wdd practical test on flash on monday, tuesday got electronics communication common test and wednesday got communication skills common test…. week 18 and week 19 thursday start our exams..
working hard to pull up my GPA.. sighs..
headache sia.. so many days never sleep in peace le.. like so many things to do sia..
ahhhh!
tml duno shud go training not.. dun feel like going actually.. cos really very tired and cant finish my projects le.. )))):
duno lehh..sian sian..
quite disappointed with some of my friends today.. never mind bah.. this is call 好心没好报 or call 忘恩负义?or maybe 过河拆桥?打完斋不要和尚?lols. whatever lahh.
just remember what kind of people they are can lerh~
treat them so nice they like that. forget it lor~
sian lahh. and a particular friend, disappoints me again and again.. a total let down.
okay lahh. so tired.. muz do project le.. sian!

2 down, 1 more to go~

i almost fell asleep. i sit on my chair also can fall sleep, this shows how tired i am.

been using my brain power thoroughly these days. use until i now lack of brain juice sia.

sekali i study until my IQ from 140 drop to 10 or 20. then become retarded freak. -.-”

anyway, today submitted my internet programming project, the asp.NET de.. yeah, finally. full marks ;D

so far all test for this module got full marks, 60% lerh.. left last 40% from exams ((:

2 down, 1 last project left.. web portal development project! its my hard work. heard can submit on sunday, so i think.. still thinking whether to drag til sunday. cos like kinda no time to do..

tis wed dun go training? also hard to have the time.. sighh.. stressed..

today my good brother weisheng stressed up over java.. which is both good and bad.

bad as in he might give up hope on programming. good in a way that he might get inspired and work hard in programming.

i told him about how i get all stressed up, and eventually overcome all these obstacles and defeat these challenges. don’t know got inspired dao him mah.

of course, if got inspired dao, thats the best.

tomorrow releasing EC class test 2 results. hope i score for it. pray for at least 85 marks. if any lesser, im gonna be so disappointed in myself.


sigh. stress. thursday role play. i realised how little time i left to do my projects.

finally finished templates~

i’m totally exhausted!! D:

damn tired sia… whole day been doing project.. guess what? i spent both days of my weekend doing it.. and it’s still not completed yet.. awww!

anyway.. done with the template of the website lerh. yupps, finally. haha.
don’t know whether it’s nice or not, but one thing i can guarantee..
IT’S MESSY! T.T

however, it’s still my hardwork. though still not fully completed yet, but can say most completed lerh.

this afternoon i went kinda fed up with some display difference between IE 7.0 and FireFox, i sian until open css file hardcode inside there. lols.
wrote scripts, styles and tags for my site too. felt great to look at them.

this picture also i ownself edit de.

all the pictures on the site are edited and compressed by me de. hope can get more marks. haha.

pray for a distinction in this 5 credits module.. shall strive towards this aim with my best ability!

anyway, got to quickly finish up this project.. japanese role play, japanese Eassessment test, comm skills common test, japanese written test 2, electronics communication common test and 3 more exam papers coming their way towards me.
shall not let them cramp together.. ganbate! (:

Busy Sunday!


here to update again! yeahh. i got to update in the morning, before i start doing anything. or else i’ll end up not updating anything again, just like yesterday!

yesterday whole day doing my website, thinking and designing my web page. somewhat finish my base template. now designing my home page lerh.

i quite like my page, but somewhat having some sort of headaches. most people download CSS and use them, which means, i’m actually challenging the professionals on their designs to score an distinction for this module!

it’s damn challenging. i’m gonna make sure my website is up to the standard to show it to people. gonna work hard for it! yeahh!

actually going grandma house makan. but end up i never go, stay home chiong project. sighh. never mind, once i finished my website, then relax more abit lerh.. hees..

actually web design is so fun lahh! damn interesting also. i like challenging stuffs! i somewhat master how to create buttons lerh, so cool lahh!

wait till i got the time, i’m gonna design my blog! but blogger tends to add nonsensical shyts in the codings… =_=”

perhaps i set up a site and put up my designs there! weeee~ free site of course, you think what?! i rich mehh.. hahaha!

i hate role play! i hate memorising scripts! hope can pass, and score if lucky, for the role play next thursday. script done, but not translated to japanese yet. =x shyt!! lols.

finish my singapore art museum website first then say bahh~

time to buck up lerh~ no more slacking liao.

you know what. i got friends who thought i everyday go home study de. -___-

it’s like damn funny. hahaa. guess what, i can say almost TOTALLY NEVER touch any school stuffs at home, UNLESS it’s EXAM or COMMONTEST period.. hahaa.

i finish my homework in school, then go home is play game only liao.. how would i study at home?! hahaha. all i do is just listen during lecture, then go home never touch it lerh.

play is play lah, knowing when to study is important. so, now is the time to work hard. 3 projects, 2 down! 1 more to go! can say is finished 1/3 liao. hees.

冲破极限,超越自我

*blogger generates bloody stupid and no sense codinggs.. -_-” see liao feel so disgusted.. -.-

projects and more projects!

today morning, the first thing i thought of when i woke up, is you.. do you really hate me that much?

anyway, school as usual~ today submitted my java mini project to Mr Thum. on the spot assess and submit. ;D one project down! two more project to go~

next was internet programming lecture. it’s going more on theories these days, however, not very difficult. everything kinda linked, just need some time to process them.

5 types of state in dynamic pages, application object, session object, view state, query string and cookies.

difference between application object and session object is that application object stores information for the entire website, whereas session object stores information of the particular user, where all users has a session object.

session object and view state differs in a way that session object can pass store and pass values to another page, whereas view state can only store the data on the same page. it needs statebag to store the information on the same page in order to retain the information after posting back to the page.

okay lahh, enough of the theories. all these listen in lecture liao can just type out free hand liao lor.. imagine how simple they are xD

then was java lecture. understand java codings on sorting and searching much more now after looking at the examples and learning the theories on the lecture notes. however, score an A for my java common test. to my supprise, i am not happy at all. Mr Ang told me that there are people who get A+. my paper scored below 90..

anyway, school’s over. waited in school for maths make up lesson. the funny thing is, Ms Lim and I were like walking the whole level 5 of block P to find a empty room. she holding laptop and walk, i have to run infront her and open each door and ask the people whether they having class later or not.. =.=”

maths lesson was alrigght.. too bad no time do tutorial lahh.. then went for training.. was rather easy today.

i think im gonna get eliminated on the september 20th, 16 choose 10.

okay lahh, what im more concerned now is my projects.. hais..

ganbate!

hyper mode!

okays. now guess what? i’m in hyper mode! ;D

first lesson of the day – communication skills. okay lahh, not much stuffs. Mr Ricky went through the guidelines for comm skills common test.

i don’t really like his lesson actually, very discourage communication. want to ask him question or clarify things,put up hand,he say “young man, can you don’t put up your hand when i’m talking? it’s very rude.” ohh man. if i’m rude, i would have just talk without putting up my hand..

then i want ask things cannot ask. i wait him talk finish, then either he talk out of point or he never say “any question?”

he never ask means cannot ask liao. idiot sia.

then went to find ms wong, she not around. sian diao liao. then go makan right.. very funny lehh. cause i sitting alone mah, then i buy food liao sit down, saw my classmates walk past me.. they just going to buy only.

then hor, the funny thing.. i eat finish liao, take bag stand up, look up, see them still queueing.. i was like WAH! ironic sia.. and i realise i eat less than 5 minutes.. =x

went to do some maths stuff.. then saw mirza. he’s one of the respectful student around me. he failed one module in year one, because he refused to cheat. he want to learn, do it on his own, which earned my respect.

i don’t really look up on people who cheat. people who cheat the lecturers and think how well they scored.. all these are just a way of lying to other people and yourself. you yourself know yourself the best lor..

for me, most important is do things, 问心无愧.. thats very important..

maths lecture was quite fun. yeah serious. there’s 2 question coming out on the chapter of significance testing, and it’s around 40% of the marks. and it’s a simple 6 steps to do.

all we need is to memorise, or for me, to understand what the 6 steps is trying to do.. when know the logic, everything would be clear enough.

rush off for japanese class.. okay lah, went through the written test paper format. next thursday got japanese eassessment test and role play test le.. i group with zichun, where the script is not planned yet. headache sia.

got back my ICA1 results for japanese language 2. scored A minus, which is kinda shocking. i thought i couldn’t do well, because i this semester’s japanese stuff really very weak.. think it’s because of moderation.

hope to score well for written test 2, don’t want the A minus to drop.. i think role play can get B i very happy liao.

next was web design lecture. learned more about video formats. yeah. and we got our common test results for web design back. score an A plus. was expecting an A, without a plus.. i was really shocked, jaws open o.O”

well, the hard work did paid off. i studied until the extend that you ask me anything on the contents on the book, chapter 6 to 9, over few hundreds of pages of stuffs.. i can tell you where to find it and what’s the answer.. hahaa! and i can explain why and what already.. lols!

then went for webportal lab.. Mr SeeToh release our practical test results on web design.. 15% of overall.. i score 100%! so happy.. i heard from weisheng they all before lerh, i still thought maybe is they di siao me.. wah really sia! happy lahh.. hahaa..

this test is 2 hours practical test.. i less than 45 minutes finish lerh.. was like.. don’t know i got miss out anything or not lor.. then wait results for months lerh.. finally out.. ;D

then went find ms wong again.. idiot lah, she not there again.. =_=”

then makan with zichun and alan.. night class night class! OSM lab is always very relax.. because Mr Liew never give us any pressure.. was quite relax in these lab hour.

he told us our OSM quiz marks liao.. first test easier, second test harder de.. my marks is 96% and 84% respectively, each test is 10% of over all, which contributes:

9.6 + 8.4 = 18.0

score 18% out of 20% in these quizes.. add up with mini projects and other etc stuffs.. i’ve passed this module with 50+% out of 60%! ;D can pon exams lerh! xD

no lahh.. i wont pon exams de.. i wanna challenge myself to get distinction for this module.. jia you!

felt so tired now.. but high.. very high.. great boost in my morale.. next week submit 2 projects! then can focus on striving my target in common test, follow by exams..

jia you!

in 微笑pasta the show, 何群 has a favorite quote which i like:

我一向来只跟我自己比

cool isn’t it? ((:

其实暗恋也是一种幸福,现在我只想专注于学业,至于别的,不想再想了。。

old picture effect~

sian arhh.. cant get the layout i want.. style so long still style bu dao.. hais….!!!
STRESSED LAHH! stupid lor.. hais..

anyway, did tis picture days ago.. looks quite nice lehh..

fever gone.. still having headaches..

chiong for my future! x)

this semester ending soon!

but but but…

no holidays.. )):

the week right after my last exams paper, is the start of intensive training..

however, very soon.. like in 2 weeks time or so, there will be a qualifying round.. 6 of us will be out..

don’t know why, i feel that 80% i’ll be one of the six who kena kick out… T.T sighhs..

anyway, thats how the main thing now.. what im more concerned about are my projects..

current situation, i got 2 more projects left.. the redesign of a static site and creation of a dynamic site..

finally fully completed my java project! ;DD

i finished my java project part one in 4 hours, part two in 30 minutes:
overall took 4 hours 30 minutes! ;D

break it! waahahahaa!!

it felt great to achieve something through hardwork. i always believe in, how much you put in, will be how much you get in return.

i work hard for myself, my future. not for anyone else!

let’s excel! tomorrow releasing web design practical lab test and common test results!

i got inside info~ Mr SeeToh says im the only one who scored 100 marks in the 4 classes he take for lab! cool isnt it! ;DD

morale raise arhh!! chiong arh!

gonna DIY navigations,logos,pics and flash for singapore art museum website! wish me luck! must score arhh..!!

friday handing in java project and getting java common test results too!

damn excited! x))

weeeee~

to excel in studies is my ONE AND ONLY focus now… im the only one who can help myself.. in fact, when one focus on doing something wholeheartedly.. he wont think too much.. ((:

finally start webdesign project

wahh.. i finally start my web design project lerhh.. redesigning Singapore Art Museum!!

hahaa.. yesterday night wanna start.. end up fall asleep.. sighh.. =.=”

actually designing site is not a problem to me.. but the problem is i no ideas on doing it.. guess what? i digged my own grave!

i choose to do Singapore Art Museum.. i thought is tourism website, so easier to do mah.. end up what? after learning theories.. i realise how deep the grave i digging for myself..

i must restrict myself to black, white, brown, 3 colors and the format are also restricted.. many things i wanted to do in the past, cannot be done already.. sian diao..

anyway, just finished my DIY singapore art museum logo and finished the alignments.. gonna stop here and go school for training lerhh..

later go school got to do japanese assignment also.. then tonight most probably do java.. wanna finish it by tonight yeah..

I AM HAVING FEVER….

what the hell.. and i can’t even sleep in peace.. so many things to do.. dying lahh..

AHHHHH!!!!

still sicked!

school today as usual. i sick le still got to go school, damn ke lian right? fever lehh.. )):

OSM lecture today went quite fast, my hands non-stop writing down notes. think it’s because last week lecture cancelled, he this week cover last week’s stuff too.

stressful, as i need to concentrate on what he’s teaching now and on the other hand, trying to absorb the EC stuffs i studied before the lecture.

so after that, i stayed in the lecture room and studied for my EC test. i study until very tired lorh.. im having fever lehh! T.T it’s not an excuse to miss the test, so no choice but to study and take the test.

Webportal lecture was interesting, Mr Benson taught us some tips on creating interesting effects on flash elements, like sparkling effect on a glass or spinning words round an object etc.

then got two hours break mah, i went to eat.. guess what. i finished up my food in like 5 minutes time? o.O” then went to study for EC test again. finally get to finish studying the two chapters just in time.

maths tutorial class. its giving me a headache again. okays, so Ms Lim went through with us on background knowledge again.
well, most people learn formulas without understanding the logic and what are we learning.

for me, i will never get to remember something without understanding it. in fact, if you ask me.. i have never memorise anything for my exams/test in my poly life.

maths formula, terms definition, java codes etc. i know them by understanding them, understanding how it works and what it’s doing. after knowing the purpose of having it, the rest is depends on common sense already.

people tends to go the smoother way in memorising first, then that’s the only thing they know about the formula. but i prefer to suffer first and go through alot of headaches to get myself to understand what am i doing, what does this formula actually does and such, then the rest is very obvious already, there’s not even a need to memorise the formula.

so she explained to us the normal distribution’s background. it’s like, a bell shaped diagram. if it is a triangle on a graph, we find the area by 1/2 * height * base. whereas in normal distribution, we are finding probability. we have to use integration, which we learnt during year one. okay lah, something like that, then blah blah blah.
understand alot more stuffs in maths, which is good! ;D

next was EC lesson. the funny thing is, because the EC class starts at 4 pm, and at 4:05 pm, we are still 4 blocks away from where the EC classroom is. Thus, all of us were like running to the class. damn hilarious!

it resembles the advertisement, where someone is walking, then suddenly a group of people ran past him, then he give a chua tio look. hahaha.

the test was pretty easy i’d say. perhaps it’s because i listened alot during lecture, most of the theories in the paper are rather common sense. imagine listening to Mr Lee repeating the same few old things again and again for so many lectures? not common sense’s stuff also can become common sense..

it’s a 2 hours paper, 4 pm to 6 pm. i finished the paper and went off at around 5 pm. hope can score the paper. because if i don’t, i’ll be damn regret for not staying and check the paper when i got the time! )):

guess what. when i was in the train, i was being sandwitched by this two people – an old man and a tall china guy.

this old man, who is slightly shorter than me, he raise his hand and stand beside me. he stand with his body lean one side and his arm pit facing me.. it’s like, okay, never mind~ then, he keep leaning against me until the extend that i have to move away from him a little, then he stand properly when he felt unbalanced. sickening!

whereas for the china tall guy, he stand at my another side, with his bag facing me. his bag is like, so damn thick! inside confirm stuck alot of books. everything’ll be fine if he would be more considerate and carry his bag with one shoulder and hold his bag infront, so as to not bang on people! but he never, and he keep shaking! his bag keep rubbing my chest (to make it sounds worst, i’d say his bag keep rubbing my nipple =.=”), which is so damn irritating and disgusting!

this two people, i really feel like whacking them up. attack me from both sides, somemore both using disgusting techniques. i’m sick somemore, need to balance myself without holding anything, then they two like that.. -___-

okays. so after i reached home, i was chatting with my mother. then later, got call – peihan called me. he asked me bout the a particular question and ask bout the answer. i on the spot tell him my answer, including telling him which chapter which slides and which diagram supports my answer. xDD

then i realise, it’s 6 pm! test just over. =D just nice i reach home! weeee~

okay, i’ll stop here. having headaches, guess the medicine is taking it’s effect. i always feel uncomfortable after eating medicine, which sucks. yeahh. so, cheerios!

thinking of you

im like dead trying to study, trying so hard. but all that is inside my head is you. you and you and just you. i kept thinking and thinking, uncontrollably thinking of you. what’s wrong with me.. i cant get myself to study at all! i hate it…
to think that you are not even bothered to care about me.. it just hurt so much… it’s a kind of pain which cannot be described using words alone…

officially sick lahh

im officially sicked. ):

whole day not feeling well, especially during EC lecture.. cant concentrate at all! very drowsy and stressed up..

there’s gonna be a big written test on EC tomorrow, i’m still totally not prepared for it at all.

wanted to study, but im sick and again, cant focus on what im doing, kinda drowsy.don’t know what to do. sighhs.

went to see doctor just now. got my medicine.. the doctor wanted to give me MC, but i don’t want. because there’s no way i’m gonna miss school tomorrow.

last week OSM lecture cancelled, tomorrow sure rush through very fast. also got other stuffs. its gonna be a long and boring break between 1pm to 3pm – 2 hours break.

however, school’s gonna end early, due to the night class being postpone to thursday.

okay lahh. that’s all for today. study time..

im hurt .

sick lahh sick lahh~ T.T

sian arhh~sick liao lahhh…. T_T

today went to sp for competition again.. so bored… so tired.. why? because, they goes my both days of weekend…

PLUS PLUS PLUS! projects undone, assignments undone, test not yet study and lack of sleep, lack of rest and etc etc etc………..

i’m so poor thing can~ sobs…

anyway, today the team won 1 game out of 3 games~ first game vs hwachong high, i nvr play.. second game against NP team A, i got play… won by luck~ i damn nervous lorhh! made alot of mistakes.. sighh.. sian diao.. then very scare, cos if i lose, jeremy win chen le(duno what cup de champion, i forgot) the team also consider team, got 1 win 2 lose. then i very scare lehh. then my fingers shivers until cannot hold seeds(the chess) properly! haha.. 3rd game against nan hua, i nvr play.. yong an’s opponent very er xin… HE KEEP ORH PI SAI LOR.. WAH KAO.. =.=

orh and orh and orh… i from afar see liao sibeh du lan.. yong an seriously thinking.. he down there “kiao ka” and “orh pi sai” giving guai lan look.. KNN..

okay lahh. then later jiu go home~ its another tiring game lorhh… nvr study and thing nor do anything tis whole weekend.. on studies i meant. sian arhh~

as usual, my entries will consist of SIAN ARH and TIRED ARH LOLS…

gonna do my project lerh.. some friends say i should not be as stress as them, cos i finish more things than them at this moment.. i tell them, its because i’m already stressing and struggling when they are still enjoying life.. thats why now they chiong, i not that jialatt already..

however, i still need to stress and struggle mahh.. still alot not done lehh.. i havent start redesign website.. and hor, my ip project not done.. plus java project part two not touch yet also.. and tuesday got ec test.. big test lai de lor. can score A or not depends on this written test and the final common test lerhh.. must chiong arhh~ hahaa..

must not let mr lee down! *inspired look* ;D

ganbate! kekes~

studies is my main focus now.. i have got to concentrate.. even though.. nvm..

you have to move on, wen bin.. ((:

singapore so small!

singapore is so small larhh! hahaa. went to eat with my friends after the competition, then saw sir edmund tan at westmall with the kx girls! ;DD

it’s has been like.. 2 or 3 years? many years no see sir lerh! he look older lerhh.. ): but he’s still as nice as before! very friendly.. hahaha! i went to say hi to him.. it was like, OMG! SIR! i chua sai! then i very luan duno wad to say sia.. hahaa

then i go back my table.. then very high there.. hahaha! then keep telling my friends how wei da is sir in my life.. how he inspired me to play basketball.. how respectable he is.. all those experience and inspiration he gave me.. hahaa!

then go off lerh.. went to say bye to him.. so happy sia.. its good to see that he’s been well! hope he’ll stay healthy forever ;D hope to see him again soon sia xD and also, saw baichi, amelia, daphne and duno who lerh… i didnt really go and see properly, cos i see sir, i jumped up sia omg.. hahaha! then very nervous xDD

anyway, today went to singapore poly for competition! yeah, WEIQI.. hahaha.. then meet weisheng 10 am at marsiling mahh..i reached at 9.58 am.. and he 10.21 then reach.. wanna murder him! hahaha..

anyway later meet up with the rest.. also so long no see they all already.. especially hansiong who went to attachment liao..hahaa..

then hor.. drag until so late 1.30 pm then start.. went makan etc.. and find that sp lecture room de table.. like zzz.. the table round one.. somemore so small.. and unstable.. and buay steady.. somemore can move until another seat and whack ppl one.. LOLS! funny lahh!

and the lecturehall kinda circular.. those sit at corner can see shyt.. hahaa.. and the chair like rock liddat.. =.= anyway.. the chicken rice.. like put in fridge take out, so cold! hahaha..

basically, nyp send 4 teams.. A, B, C and D.. my team is team B, got jeremy, yong an, kaiwen and myself.. they 3 are main players, i’m substitude.. today 4 games.. tomorrow 3 games..

4 games.. won 2 games in overall today.. i play 2 games, 1 win 1 lose.. the lose one, is actually win by alot de.. then end up careless mistake, i did a very funny mistake, let him eat till very big..sigh.. another game win.. yups.. but also alot alot mistake lahh…

kinda emo and depressed after the game which i lost cos of mistake.. so upset.. feel so guilty.. if i nvr play, shud have win.. cos my opponent no strong lor.. if is yong an, sure bully le.. i also can win, but careless.. yong an even much stronger than me, sure win.. and he very careful de, confirm wont mistake.. )): my grave mistake make team lose..hais..

jeremy no lose any game.. all 4 he win sia.. i feel burdened.. then just now i say sorry to him, say i very guilty.. then he say, if i guilty, give him $5 can liao LOL.. DIAO SIA.. damn funny. .then i stun there few seconds.. LOL~

anyway later me shihao weisheng hansiong xingwei penghong cheris went to eat together.. then think think think.. think for more than half an hour on where to go eat at.. LOLs.. damn funny sia.. haha..

then cheris and shihao like street fighter, keep kicking around.. like kids.. damn hilarious xDD then later took train back with weisheng shihao penghong.. damn funny, we talking bout those days in sec sch, all our sec sch got funny things de.. hahaa.. xD and then talk bout funny nba and soccer stuffs.. damn funny..

duno why cannot go youtube.. i search.. nothing come out.. sian diao.. so cant post the links.. lols.. sian diao.. next time.. ;D nba boopers.. funny sia.. xDD

sian arhh.. now so damn tired.. wanna play game sia.. hahaa.. okay lah, stop here.. hees.. quite happy de..

fun day ;D

last night do ip project do till so sian.. computer so lag.. my ram too little to run the web developer of the visual studio lahh.. sickening.. keep lagging..

2am+ i still doing.. trying to fininsh a simple part.. and it drag till so late.. so lag lah! then h0r.. i sian until fall aslp.. cos v lagg.. time by time i close eyes rest awhile.. then i think i fall aslp.. sian diao….

i wake up.. wtf! 8:58 am…. my class 8am! i faster rush and rush.. chiong to school.. lols.. sweat like fish too.. lols~

my classmates were like O.o”

“wen bin, first time arh?”
“wen bin, you first time late arh?
“wah wen bin, you also will late arh?”

lols. I DUNWAN LATE DE T.T end up i missed the briefing on the mini project part 2.. bai lai le.. sighs.. think i disappointed mr thum lahh.. why over sleep )):

went for ip lecture.. learn alot of things.. so many things.. so chim lor.. sian diao…. anyway.. okay lahh.. no choice also.. i got so many things i wanna apply to my ip project, but i got so many other things to do.. where got time lorhh.. i think i stop at requirements..

next week gonna chiong my redesign of website.. if finish liao still got time then add more stuffs to ip project bahh.. sighhs.. no choice.. weak mah.. )):

as for java project, the part 2 i wait till next week he teach the interface liao then do? or wait until wednesday night then do bahh.. nowadays very busy lor.. java few hours can finish liao de..

tomorrow and the day after tomorrow got weiqi comptition at singapore poly.. lols.. i go play reserve.. think most probably slack there..walk around ;D hahaha..

today went to play badminton with friends.. quite fun de.. so long no exercise.. now legs kinda suan.. xiang dang nian, run 2.4km.. around 10 minutes+ and i come back liao still can jump around.. now, play around 1 hour plus de badminton i panting like a cow.. =.=”

helped weisheng on his page layout just now.. do the div for him.. hahaa.. hope he score well for his project.. cos if his website fully make use of CSS and no tables, got apply what he learnt.. sure can get A de.. depends on how much effort he put in.. if he start to chiong it now, dun give up, sure can A.. ;D 5 credits de core module lehh..!!

so tired now. now feeling well. still got to chiong project. tomorrow still need wake early.

GOD ARH! SAVE ME LEHH! PUI!! T_T”

and i want to know my common test results for java and webdesign papers….. )):

hao lah, thats all for today. thanks for reading my craps xDD

nothing much~

wore formally to school today just to show ricky that i know how to put on a tie. so lame.. lols~ boring lahh..

soon got to work hard for common test lerh.. i die die must score A for communication skills 2 common test lahh.. in order to pull up and C+ for presentation and B- for report writing.. feel so pathetic.. ):

later maths lecture.. ms zhang told us our marks ;D i get A! ;D happy sia! my effort paid off.. my friend ask me how i get A.. i told him..

“just simply attend and pay attention in lecture and understand what you’re doing.. don’t just copy blindly”

seriously, this is how i study.. my friends think i go home chiong studies.. which is somewhat quite fake.. well, i always play game at home.. or slack de.. hardly study at home.. i only listen during lecture..catch dao logic liao jiu okay lerh.. haha..

next was japanese class.. so stressed up lah! up is ue, down is shita, right is migi, left is hidari.. right? duno lehh.. not sure.. tired sia.. i keep falling aslp in jap class.. =x week 15 got to do role play.. i next week gonna plan the script with zichun liao.. sian.. role play =_=”

then is webdesign lecture.. actually dun need to study any theory le, no more exams on tis module.. but i enjoy listening to the lecture.. got alot of things very useful one.. today mr benson teach us on audio on web…

now i understand streaming and non streaming audio’s difference.. tiff au wav and duno wad.. those are streaming files.. so if you upload .wav file on ur blogspot, it will not play music.. until the user finish receive/download the file liao, then the song will start to play..

whereas for non streaming files like mp3, wma or real.. these song files will start to play as user download/receive it.. so once the user enter, they can immediately hear songs.. like my blog like that.. ;DD

okays lahh.. then got webportal lab.. mr seetoh teaching my classmates on using CSS to design page.. where i was doing my lab 3 or 4.. the design page using css lab exercise.. transforming a site from using tables to using css.. so cool lor.. great lahh.. like totally doing a new website.. in less than 1 hour! omg.. was shocked too..

and also did special css files for other media.. amazing also.. shocked lahh.. gonna apply on my project ;D

tis sat and sun got competition lahh.. sian.. nvm..bring ec notes go there study for next week written test.. tis test is so impt.. muz score in tis paper and common test paper..to pull my my 3/20 equiz marks.. =x

strange me

guess what? it’s so weird.

recently i found myself very unlike my usual style. really very different..

i used to not feed people with answers, especially projects. i once told myself to not do projects for other ppl anymore. so after that, i dont do work for people liao.

also no feed answers etc.. but hor, recently i felt helpful ;D quiz is one thing.. it’s okay with quiz, modules like maths, my classmates help me. modules like webdesign or webportal etc, i’ll help them ;D

rmb the week before the previous week, lecture taught us how to do the user mode for our ip project. the lab8 only show abit. i did a full version working site and give it to whole class. nan de i so kind right. LOLS.

then also, the webdesign lab project, got the animation of amusement park de. i also give my completed work to several friends, around 10 i think. and i went around helping them get 100% for their quizes and debug their errors on work~

so nice right?! wahahaa.. but hor.. i think i must stop giving out those practical work etc.. quizes are fine. what i meant are projects.

i shall stop giving projects solution. like for example, the flash assignment on amusement park. i should give the final work for them to take as reference, and not the flash file where they can edit and do from there. they wont learn anything that way..

so many stuff to do. this weekend got weiqi competition at singapore poly.. aww.. so long no play weiqi le.. hahaa.. just now play 1 game with cheris.. xDD

so tired.. okays.. big big headaches at hand currently are:

Internet Programming Project – 3/4 done~

Redesign of Singapore Art Museum Website – NOT YET START

Java mini project part 1 – DONE~

Java mini project part 2 – NOT YET START

Japanese Role Play – NOT YET PLANNED SCRIPT

sian lahh.. so busy.. schedule so tight! )):

tml gotta wear formal to school..stupid lahh… =.=”

and my objective of saying so much at the start, is that:

i WILL TEACH whoever wanna learn.. but i WILL NOT GIVE my hard work to people who ONLY WANT THE ANSWERS….

i’ll be harming you if i give it to you. so people, try it out yourself! i’ll see what i can help if you’d ask..

so tired.. planned for few hours on the java miniproject part 1.. then spent 4 straight hours on the codings.. finally finish.. 4 damn hours.. now eyes damn pain lahh..

GOOD NIGHTS~!!!

surprised.

last night try out the PSX emulator.. cool! can play.. at first use kaiwen send me de ePSXe play.. got some problem with Brigandine.. the graphic card dun match.. then i go figure and get suitable plugin for it.. solve liao le.. then no sound.. =.= solve bu dao..

then i go download PSX emulator and configure it.. then works.. play play play.. until near 4am then sleep.. haha.. mama wake up scold x) damn addicted~
today went school for training. it’s kinda boring, cos its lecture all the way! tiring.. but did learn something. yupps. however, duno hw to apply it also. selection got requirements on designs. sian.. )): my designing sucks..

after training weisheng ask me go club room there. then later ask me go lvl 3 the room meet kaiwen and year one peeps. at first i tot is briefing for sp cup tis week end. haha. then later he keep dragging, i kinda sian sian. but still wait.
then guess what?

later he call us go up mah. then hor.. later.. yong an hold a birthday cake walk into the club room.. omg!
i chua tio! faster run one side, cos today is kaiwen’s birthday, then yong an is kaiwen’s boyfriend mah. i faster siam first, cos i sittig beside her.

then they say is celebrate for both of us de. 2 days apart mah celebrate tgt. i kinda touched lahh.
WEI SHENG AND YONG AN!

WO AI NI!
LOLS~!!!!

damn nice lahh.. although weisheng keep saying want birthday bash and throw rotten eggs + flour at me, i still very happy ;DD hahaha…
i think is first time friends buy cake celebrate my birthday.. also first time got friends sing bithday song to me~

i almost cry sia.. but i ren zhu lorhh.. si weisheng still keep suan me, say i sian sian.. hahaa..
i damn happy lor.. lols.. xDD

once again, thanks yong an and wei sheng! x)
you guys rocks!!

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手

因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
能有半个白天暗
自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边线
我一丝光线让你
能多看我一眼

lyrics of the song playing now. yupps. thats all for today, cheers~

gathering~

today school sian lorhh.. go school for lecture at 10 am. end up.. LECTURE CANCELLED.. which is very bad. if Dr Tie cant finish on time, he 1 lecture lesser to give us revision for exams.. which is bad! sian diao..

then i very sian.. studying for night de osm test.. then study study.. then go print notes etc.. busy sia..

all the way until 12 noon..then go for another lecture.. wah tis lecture.. damn fun.. interesting! i didnt know we can define 2 names for a class.. where similar names apply to all and different name applies to particular elements only.. aiya, dun need noe wad i toking.. just noe that the lecture damn nice can liao.. LOL!

then 1pm break until 4pm lor.. si beh sian! then i go elearning etc lahh.. okays.. today met huining 3 times sia.. 1st time outside lecture at blk N.. 2nd time at elearning print notes.. 3rd time is when i going library.. saw her with a few other 4pointers from another path de together.. including davis.. yeah.. scary.. lols~

so i went library study.. shun bian sleep there.. 1st table i sat.. the other table very noisy.. group discussion.. i v sian.. then i change seat.. move faraway..

then there at first very very peaceful.. nice.. shiok.. but it NEVER LAST.. awhile later, got 3 china girl comes.. they chit chat like screaming.. as though the library is theirs..they gossip and laugh so loud lah.. i bet the whole rows of tables de ppl can hear their high pitch voice very clearly lor.. lols..

then end up i cant concentrate on studying at all.. sickening!! dots de..

then hor..later jiu go next class.. i dun like EC lab.. i dun really like miss cheng.. she very dots.. rude and ignorant.. sickening lah.. like before pregnant got duno wad you1 yu4 zheng4 like that.. lols.. so skip~

went makan with friends.. yeah, and btw, siti atiqah gave me birthday present, chocolates. yupps, so a big thanks to her.. and ivan and joey, STOP SAYING PASSION! lOLS.. idiot! haha..

the osm test was rather easy.. guess my effort did paid off~ never study for nothing.. hahaa.. all that is needed to do is to find an answer from the notes to support my statement.. because all the answers roughly i know le..

moral of story… STUDY BEFOREHAND! even though its open book, its always better to study first.. ;DD

then went to meet rongyao and weikian go 925 makan supper.. then chit chat chit chat.. damn fun.. the topic like forever cant tok finish.. talk bout our sch, stuffs around us etc.. fun lahh.. we can sit there and tok till the next day de lor.. hahaha..

tok bu wan de topic! hahaha..

then finally we go.. late liao.. then i want go wk house take ps games.. wah, i 2 years ago give him like 2 big bags of ps games? still got games he until now still havent touch before de lor.. LOLS..

then pei him take bus back.. huai nian sia, last time always go his house play during sec sch.. play winning eleven.. haha! xDD

then walk back with rongyao.. i summarise to him suikodens de story.. always so high when i saying the summary of these games.. so nice! then he say, “why always got betraying de” hahaa.. thats wads great about suikoden.. UNPREDICTABLE!

when i first play suikoden 2, my favorite character is jowy.. and i very biased on him and main char.. end up he’s the one who i to fight with in the end.. which is like, DIAO! hahaha..

rpg game best is unpredictable.. if can predict wad will happen next, where got fun? lols..

okays lah, super tired.. tml still got training! sians.. sobs! today’s fun! kekes..and its 12:06 now.. happy birthday kaiwen! honoured mah? on my blog lehh.. lols~ and my sms time zhun ma? haha.

okays lahh.. gotta test if can play the games.. LOLS! good luck to me.. ((:

happy birthday to me~

happy birthday to me~!
happy birthday to me~!!
happy birthday to wen bin~!!!
happy birthday to me~!!!!

today is my sweet 18 birthday! finally right? most of my friends around me are older than me, i finally 18 lerh! ((:
yesterday night, which is counted as 9th july’s, my birthday’s first one hour.. people who wished me happy birthday within the first hour are:

23:37 – Ophira
23:55 – Serene
00:03 – Choi Yan
00:07 – Jun Jie
00:08 – Rong Yao
00:12 – Melissa
00:14 – Kai Wen
00:22 – Colin
00:40 – Suzanne
00:45 – Germaine
00:45 – Joana
00:52 – Third Aunt
00:58 – Marc ddz

thanks alot!! ;D

also, thanks all who msg me today too!! ;DDD thanks thanks thanks alot!

today class as usual. maths in the morning.. get to understand the stuffs well, which is good! then after lesson, xuecheng pass me a birthday present! it’s from my group of friends in the E6~ so cool right!? i hardly received presents, so touched!

THANKS PEOPLE!! ;DDD

then went for internet programming lab. the class having their lab test, while i was slacking there x) cause i last week finish my lab test liao mah.

then hor, the computers at school de very pathetic.. the program i use to do my project, so damn buggy. you can see the property window, but no interface.. -.- i change 3 computers then finally got 1 which is working. LOLs.

also, thanks our virus cleaner, alan, for helping me and also the others to clear the virus from our thumbdrive. which virus arh?

you noe, you plug ur thumbdrive into the com. then hor, you double click, it prompt you an error screen? you have to rightclick and select OPEN in order to view your thumbdrive files. lols

then went to eat lunch with ivan alvin joey and melissa. remind me of those days we had ;D then later accompanied joey go give her mc.. and she duno where to give the mc to.. -.- LOLS~ anyway, i don’t know too =x but ivan and alvin knows. lOLs.

and THANKS JOEY FOR ASKING ME GO AND DIE -.-” *stares* *holds knife*

after that was webdesign lab.. finished up my lab work, got 100% for it ;D then went around helping friends with their flash. then after that got lab quiz, got 100% for it also. then went around helping my friends to get 100% too. friends who helped me, nice to me, i’ll surely help them de. ;D

then went south canteen slacked with weisheng pengyee nicholas kunlong and colin, then ltr bryan joined too. slack slack talk talk, then go lecture. lols. the school’s smoothie and ice blended drinks are so fake, above got ice, below totally water =.=

the EC lecture, i fell aslp in the middle again, then my book drop on my foot =x i jumped up LOL! then very jing sheng.. okays lah, next week got a BIG BIG test on ec.. its the last written test, then later will be common test 2 liao.. then over le tis module..

MUST DO WELL! cannot disappoint mr lee! hahaa. he damn nice, he first time teach this module, cos he last time is teach year 3 students only de.. he busy de lor~

then hor.. the lecture class ask him to give revision for next week test.. he so nice, so kind.. he okay with it leh, then he thursday booking lecture hall(most likely) just to revise for us.. nice right?! even noeing so many ppl skip his lecture liao.. less than half de ppl come lor..
he still so nice want help those who want study! cool isnt it. he shuai dai le! ;DD idol~

okays lah.. then went back with weisheng and the gang.. kena rape till cham cham by mr nicholas sia.. hahaa. then saw xinyi jie when walking out of school. so long no see her liao, our timetables totally different time sia.
so back to yishun. walking home, feeling so emo. emo all the way until just now, when my family celebrate birthday with me. cheer up alot now. luckily i got a warmth family.. ;DDDDDD

last but not least, thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday! ;DD
another year of boring birthday though.. friends birthday, i will organise gatherings and ask friends go.. my birthday, no one bothers to organise something and ask me go.. quite upset.. from pri sch, sec sch, poly friends until cca friends all also dun have.. saddened…

looks like its one of the worst birthday i ever had.. don’t know why got this feeling..

there are certain people who i really wish they’d be around to past this birthday with me de, isn’t around… which makes me feel extra lonlier than normal.. when birthday is a one-year-once event, which i treasures alot..

how i wish you’re around..

the magical word


cool isn’t it? lols. quite true also lehh.. it’s a magical word ((:
today thought mindsports friends got outing de.. end up nothing.. whole day stay home and rot.. waste time.. sian diao.. sighh.. who cares anyway.. ):

however, shall not be too bothered by these le bah.. so tired =/

maybe it’s better this way…

HONESTY!

i today mood very good, because.. i LOST my thumbdrive!

no no.. thats the front part only.. in the end, i got it back! ;D damn lucky lor..

i left my thumbdrive at the lab.. was rushing to next class and carelessly left it there.. by the time i realise, it’s quite late already.. i ran back to find.. knock around the doors and ask if lecturers can help me open the door.. but they no access to that lab..

finally found one lab with one kind lecturer eating his lunch inside the lab surfing net.. then he help me open the lab.. i go in.. cannot find my thumbdrive.. but i found a thumbdrive at lecturer computer.. then i sian sian.. then saw tat lecturer walk around the lab helping me find and shun bian pick up bottles and rubbish etc to throw.. lols.. kind lecturer..

then i tried contacting my friend in E4.. cos their class is right after our class mah.. ask weisheng help me sms him cos i dun hav his number.. then ws help me sms him.. then i sms shihao also.. then shihao gimme his number.. then i sms him..he say his friend say mr tham take it for me… then cos he’s part time lecturer, no office number de.. then i ran to find mr ang.. he not around.. i was like AHHHHH…

depressed..

very depressed.. lost all my work.. and stuffs.. hais…

then slowly slowly stroll to worldskills training lab.. then hor.. RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR TO ENTER THE LAB THERE.. mr tham walk past me, then he return me my thumbdrive.. i tot i dreaming.. i was like.. WAH!!!

i was so delighted that i happily took the thumbdrive.. then hor, i went to the worldskills lab.. then awhile ltr.. i realise, I FORGOT TO RETURN HIM HIS THUMBDRIVE!.. then i ran around the labs.. cannot find him.. duno where he go.. then i return back to my lab..

then ltr he come to my lab find me.. then i ran out return him his thumbdrive.. its like so funny.. i lost mine.. he found it.. he lost his.. i found it.. and when i find him.. cannot find him.. then suddenly he come out.. then later is he went back to the lab find his thumbdrive.. cannot find..think just now the lecturer got tell him i came and took the thumbdrive.. then become he find me.. haha..

so.. final ending.. good ending! ;D

lesson learnt:

be honest and helpful to everyone, because you won’t know when you will need their help and your honesty will do you good too. on top of all, being nice to other people doesnt means they have to be nice to you! be a nice person.. HAO REN YOU HAO BAO!

yeah. just i helped my friend on java project after i lost my thumbdrive.. thats why god see im so nice, return me my thumbdrive x)

and last but not least, THANKS MR THUM!!!

i’ll treasure my beloved thumbdrive even more..!!

ahh! ahhh! ahhhhh!

wah! today morning i was like squeezing train to go school earlier.. to reharse for comm skills! meet 8am mah.

in the train right.. there’s this auntie.. like idiot.. keep searching duno what thing lah! it’s like so squeezy lerh! he still keep search search… then her bag keep banging on me.. -_- sickening! feel like scolding her!

anyway.. in school liao. WAIT UNTIL 8.20+.. then philip reach.. then siti funny.. she reach school.. then she went home all the way to choa chu kang.. just to change one shirt.. o.O same color somemore.. just different material only.. dots leh!

anyway.. the presentation kinda sucks..most of the people get C+.. INCLUDING ME! i sucks at presentation lahhh.. hais.. i’ll always flung my presentation! )): negative! i whole day keep bothered by the C+.. stupid! i this semester’s disaster is comm skills =.=”

don’t know what else to say..so sian.. get lame marks for my web portal module also! i studied.. don’t know why score so shity de marks.. i really studied liao lor -__- hais! stupid! awww!

MY IQ VERY LOW LAHHHHHHHHHHH -____________-

got to start on my projects lerh. sians! so unmotivated lahh. sigh. headache headache.. tomorrow got training! and got stuffs after school also. tight schedule! T.T

why do people change so fast? as though everything were fake, nothing happened before, all is just a dream. hate it lah!

anyway, my birthday is 9th july! which is… 4 more days! next monday xDDD lalas! it’s gonna be another lonely birthday! x)

Suikoden Series

i got myself many suikoden 2 game music. so nice! and so damn memorable… sobs.. my favorite game in playstation! i completed this game for over 30 times.. ;DD

the first few time didnt get all 108 characters.. but later i did get them! and it’s like.. so great! xD i love the game, i love the storyline, i love the ending too!

suikoden 1 is also very sweeet.. guess what? i played suikoden 2 first, and completed it. THEN, i go and borrow suikoden 1 from my cousin! then play play.. wah! the storyline even nicer! shiok lah! super nice..

suikoden 1 took place in a country name Toron Republic. the hero who finds out that his country’s emperor is being controlled by a spell casted by a witch.. then this witch is making the emperor start war with other countries.. this emperor babarosa is actually a very gentle and peaceful person.. then kena control by the witch liao he become very cruel and bad..

the hero which user controls, finds out about it.. but couldnt do anything, eventually as the story goes on, he became the leader of the liberation army which have to lead his army to fight against the emperor’s army, which have many heros of the country – including his master and his own father!

touching story line and nice ending! x)

suikoden 2 is about this country, Jowstan League of City States, which is a neighbouring country of Toron Republic (suikoden 1′s country), there is this two state which signed a treaty – Highlands state and City State. then, highlands state’s prince want to start a war. thus, he attacked his own country’s young soldiers’ camp and killed them all, intentioned to accuse that the city states has sent army to did a surprise attack on these young soldiers. However, the hero and his best friend, jowy, managed to flee from the attack.

and then, they push the blame to this two poor fellows, saying that they are spys from city states and made all the young soldiers get killed in the surprise attack. from this, they are being hated by their country people. they both left highlands state and went to city states.

however, after watching the village in city states, where they went to, slowly one by one get burned down by highlands state army, and see how cruelly the highlands people tortured and killed these city states people, they joined the city states army after being convinced by some good mecernaries who want to bring peace to the land.

eventually as the story goes, the hero of the game, which the user controls, became the leader of the city state army, whereas his best friend, became the king of highlands state army.

[[jowy married the princess of highlands. later in the game, the prince was killed in an surprise attack set up by his enemy (states army) and his sister's husband, jowy (give message to states army to tell them where the prince is travelling tonight), and then the king was poisoned by jowy.]]

they have to fight each other unwillingly, yet they have to do their best for the people who believed in them. they wanted to give up, but they have to go on.. touching storyline and nice too! sweeet!

anyway, suikoden 3 in ps2 was done by a different company, and the results prove that the game was badly made -_-

suikoden 4 is another company, which done it much better than suikoden 3. i completed it also liao, nice nice, not bad! x)

don’t know when suikoden 5 coming out. wahhahaha!

9th july! my birthday! who don’t know de, please go and die!

VERY LONG POST

oh dammit man, i’m seriously lacking of sleep. having a very bad blur vision. i’m like straining my eyes just to see the words on this pathetic screen!

and i was like so sleepy! yawns and yawns..

since 7 pm, i was like watching tv all the way until 10 pm.. heyheys! since when did wenbin become a tv fan uhs?! it’s so totally not like him!

yeah i strongly agree.. i normally don’t watch tv.. why would he sit in front of tv for.. 3 hours?! and please take note: he did not lift up his butt and walk around at all. all he moved is change from 1 sofa to another, then end up on a mini sofa right in front of the tv -.-

lets talk about school. basically school was as usual, interesting! yet tiring -_-”

well, early morning had maths lecture. and lecture halfway, Mr Michael Chin, my secondary school friend, called me and tell me “I got exam today”. i was like.. “okay, so?” and he ask me.. “can lend calculator?” lols~ yeahh. i normally don’t lend people my calculator, but he dammit de having EXAMS. i cannot “watch die don’t save” (direct translation: 见死不救) right?

so, wen bin saved his day. *11 claps and loud+high pitch whistles*

okays. then went for internet programming lab. actually whole class taking the practical test 2 today. but somewhat mr haameed let them next week take. they been asking for a postpone and also, its a fact that most of them done until around lab 5, and the test is until lab 7.

however, mr haameed also pointed out a fact that all classes already finish lab 7. i think my class is slowest, but doesn’t matter. why compare with other people anyway? yeahh. so end up only TWO people took the lab test today – zichun and myself. lols.

scored a sweet full marks from this lab test too. i’ve gotten 20% of overall grades nicely already. still got 5% on the assignment, don’t know when he collecting.. i done le! and another 25% from the mini project.. i no time do larh! oh shyt! )): how i wish time will stop, then i can just chiong it.. haha! -________- dream on.

actually learning asp is a nice stuff. next time, the same theory can be applied when we got to learn coldfusion or php. yeahh. anyway learning php now also. but still very chicken in this thing. sighh. i’m weak in such stuffs man. ):

later somewhat settled the communication skills team slides. well, it lighten my pressure a little, but still, stressed! i just hope this thursday faster come, then i can faster finish off the damn presentation and done with communication skills project. seriously, this module is my this semester’s biggest disaster… even more difficult than electronic communication module!

talk about electronic communication module… TOMORROW GOT EQUIZ! die die must score 100% for it, in order to pull up my grades.. remember, i scored an 3/20 for my 2nd equiz… this made my overall grade failed badly lahhh.. must make use of tomorrow’s equiz to save my life! yeahh.. i’m prepared for it! all thanks to MR LEE! he’s great, he’s nice, he’s the best. love him so much LOL! the lecture ends at 5pm. he got meeting at 5.30pm. i ask him question, he pull a table and ask me sit down and he started explaining. UNTIL 5.25 LIDDAT, then he jog to the meeting place.

OMFG how to find such a good lecturer right?? okay lah! i die die cannot disappoint him.. that time written test also thanks to him then score an 89%. tomorrow must score well for the quiz. must not let him down. MR LEE! I’LL PROVE TO YOU THAT YOU NO WASTE YOUR TIME ;D

suddenly so high.. good lecturers are hard to come by isnt it. ((:

okay lahh. tomorrow got extra class leh, don’t know for what shyt lorh. MATHS SOMEMORE. oh damn. I SO SO SO SO SO HOPE TO FASTER KNOW ALL MY COMMON TEST RESULTS! but confirm not tomorrow tell results de lah. -____- fat hope.

anyway, class start at 9 AM tomorrow. so.. over timing for tomorrow is 9 am to 1 pm LESSON. 1pm to 3pm is BREAK. 3pm to 6pm LESSON AGAIN. 6pm to 6.40pm BREAK. 6.40 pm to 8.30 pm LESSON. dammit!

AND I’M GONNA MISS MY 7PM 8PM AND 9PM SHOWS! HOLY FISH! O_O”

this isn’t good at all.. but, what can be done anyway. accept it bah, like what i always said – to get something, you will have to lost something. nothing in the world comes for free. even money you pick up on the floor. you pick up $50.. soon, you’ll lost something worth around $50. or even little by little lost them.

so, if you ever pick up $50 on the floor.. you got 2 choices to make.. ONE is to bring it to the police station and hand it over to the police.. or, TWO is to hand it to wenbin for safety purposes.

okay lahh.. headache more and more pain. my head’s bursting! i’m so stressed! so many projects! awww man! damn!

cheerios ~.^v