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Toro – 忘了爱

Toro – 忘了爱

街道 我徘徊
灯 亮起來
冰冷冷的雾气 风吹不散
看著你离开 心 有点乱
该热闹的時候 你 却不在
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了 花又开
你却不在回来
静静的试着 忘了爱

等著你醒来 天有些暗
站在这一直为了你回来
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了 花又开
你却不再回来
静静的试著 忘了爱
一个人能说出怎么样的对白
空房间只剩我的无奈
花谢了 花又开
你却不再回来
静静的试著 忘了爱
这么冷的冬天
我走在一个人的街上
天空飘下了雪
而我想起了你
就在这个時候 眼泪流下来

one last paper to go..

just finish my computing maths 2 exam paper.

it’s a bang. i flung it. =.=”

the first time i struggled so hard for an exam paper ever since i came to poly. this is the worst scenario which has never happened before so far. hais.

i calculated, if all those i not sure are correct de qns are all wrong, i’m having 30+ marks lower than the marks i’m getting normally.

dammit.

fcuking depressed.

heck lah. sian.

sian arhh!

wah kao, sibeh sian. bored and tired.
today went grandma house. come home very tired le. then studying maths. sian, tomorrow exams for maths liao. i now not yet even study finish my revision stuff, let alone practise any shyt.
really sian diao. dont know what to do now lorh. sigh. stupid lahh….
stress up lerh. tomorrow hope paper not so difficult. i got strong feeling that tomorrow’s paper will be very difficult. hope it come exactly like wad our revision gave us. else, huat lo…
good luck to me.. =/

Campus Superstar 2007

Just finish watching Campus Superstar 2007. to speak the truth, the standard is so much lower than last year’s batch.

well anyway, if they are truly talented, they should’ve got into the top 20 last year liao, not this year then get in.

end with my comparison, now purely about this year’s finals.

first thing first, i see that zhi yang(last batch winner) has “fa fu” a.k.a gain weight. =xx hahaa. anyway, his singing skill is still as good as ever.

okay lah. overall nothing much to say, but seriously feel sorry for Benjamin. his get 40 marks, highest for the night, and leading Shawn by around 5.5 marks if i not wrong. and YET..

he lose to shawn =.= DUE TO SUPPORTERS lols.

last time is the 超级主持人 i think. also same thing. Li teng won in skills, but due to supporters, he lost. now also same thing happen.

moral of story: in blahblah country, who can let the blahblah company make more money, that blahblah person will be the winner, regardless of skills. in addition, looks and outer appearance gotta be good also, full stop.

you got talent or not doesnt matter.

lols. talk about studies, i havent start my revision for maths. and tomorrow going to grandfather house. praying ancestor or what de, i forgot lerh. dont know what time then can go back home.

i just wanna study for my exams, can’t i.

today whole day slack away. actually wanna start at night, end up watching campus superstar until 11pm. ouch.

okay lah, thats all for today. really bad mood.

i hate friends who don’t treat me as a friend. hi bye friend is okay. but if this friend dont treat me as a friend, i dont see why i should treat this friend as a friend anymore.

朋友不是这么当的

being nice and patient got a limit, when it went over the limit, it will turn into harass and irritation. go any further still, it turns into begging.

forget it.

2 more to go!

today finished my first exam paper today, on operating system management.

it was a pretty easy paper, much easier than last semester’s paper. glad sia. i was still so worry, cause i study for this exam for like few hours only.. somemore before the exams.

guess what, exam starts at 4.30, at 4.20 i still got 2 more chapters to go.. luckily that 2 chapters easy one.. else i really huat le.. hahaa.. fast flip thru and hurry into the exam hall..

came home slack like hell again.. i was posting at nypforum, for few hours liao.. interesting sia the post.. and many funny and hilarious people crapping there.. hahaha..

cool.. and just now was playing Dragonball on psp, don’t know what name le.. didnt really go and see. completed story mode liao.. hahaha! completed another game le.. weeets~

and thanks yong an for lending me the games! ;D you’re great!

and kaiwen, better thanks me for lending you the studio 8 book! it’s a super li hai book own by cute guy okay LOL!

alright lahh. gonna read comic. update again tomorrow, cheerios!

finally exams starting

finally, finally. exams is going to start tomorrow!

i’m really contradicting myself. why? i want exams to come, yet i don’t want it to come. =xx

i want it to come, so it can be over soon! i wanna play games. seriously cant stand the tempt liao. if i did badly for this semester exams, probably because i didnt really study anything. =/

been playing game whole day today. then went out. dots. =.=”

i don’t want it to come, is like i said, i haven’t really studied yet. yeah. ip undone, maths untouch, osm didn’t go indepth yet.

ip and maths can wait sat and sun then study, but i really really got to go to school and study osm tomorrow. the exam is 4.30 to 6.30pm.

i should be going to school around 12+ for lunch then study in school. so people who wants help can find me in school, but i’ll have to finish up my revision first alright. x))

now is night, i can’t study anything in de. my style, at night can’t study. xD it just won’t go in at all. finding games to play LOL.. =.=”

die lahh. i very undisciplined recently. guess what. i damn looking forward to the games sheng ye’s gonna burn for me. damn frigging excited LOL.

imagine he come tell me he dont want burn for me liao, i sure rape him upside down and kill him, then chop him into pieces, feed it to elephant, use mouse to torture that elephant, then chop the elephant feed horse, then kill horse chop smaller feed cat, then kill the cat and feed fishes, then drown the fishes.. drown the fishes? anyway, im just gonna kill him. LOL.

okay lah. that’s a joke. hahahaa. tired. reading naruto shippuden comic! damn nice lahh. i got so many things to do! so many show i wanna watch, so many comic i wanna read, so many games i wanna play, i cant wait for exams to get over!!!!!!

holidays!! here i come!!! (trying not to think about world-skills intensive trainings during the “holidays”… )

slacked whole day..-.-

dammit, i just realised something.

i slacked one whole day! aww..

was suppose to start IP revision today. but somehow and somewhat, didnt start anything until now. just sit down and think of revising =.= and yet here i’m blogging first -____-

this morning, flip open IP lecture notes.. then think think.. like nothing to revise one leh.. -__-” can anyone tell me what to revise for Internet Programming module……

then end up playing DotA, then later playing ps2 game. then find gigi kiki play, run around the house playing catching with them. my advantage is i can jump across the sofa, their advantage is GOT TWO and somemore, gigi is damn fast.. =.= if i never jump, she sure catch me liao. always like that. and kiki always pop out from those weird weird places (which nobody would go, because they are damn funny places, eg: behind sofa =.=) then suddenly pop out, i xia dao nearly fall down LOL

okay lah, finish OSM notes last night, took me 4 days to do them. one day before the actual exam then i flip through my notes ;D

maths like forget how to do liao. i wanna study IP but couldn’t find any stuffs which i can study on, which is goddamn funny.

find and find, end up never do any notes. tonight must chiong liao, after this post, i’m gonna off my monitor and hardcore chiong IP liao…

i love my notes, although they are very similar to lecture notes, just that i write them out and get myself into my world of imagination, where i think alot, imagine alot, link everything together.

people might find it troublesome and useless to write out notes when we can just read from the book. but.. no sir! to me, it doesnt work by just die die memorise, or read from paper.

by writing out, i think, i imagine, i convince myself with my beliefs, that’s how i learnt.

off topic abit, i really don’t believe in education. some people die die memorise stuffs without understanding. what’s the point of coming to school anyway? you memorise, but you never learn anything.

we learnt, not memorise. they are different. everyone can memorise, it’s the matter of whether you can apply what you learnt and make good use of it. memorising isnt everything.

don’t know why some people like to memorise things and get so proud of themselves pointing fingers at others and saying them stupid. wtf?

okay, anyway, back to topic. yeah, struggling hard to study. i got no study mood at all! i got so many shows(the conquorer etc), movies(200 pounds etc), games(FF12 etc), all waiting for me.

CANT THE DAMN EXAMS BE OVER SOON!?

how i wish exams just come straight away, right now. i dun need time to study, i just want it to be over soon. i hate it when the exam date is so close, yet so faraway. it’s really torturing. arghs!

alright lahh. shall stop here already. i’m so tired man. looking at all these, which i think i already know, yet scare i don’t know de stuffs. see liao also feel disgusted. why IP module so shity one!!! T_T

Secret

Just finish watching the movie, Secret (不能说的秘密).

okay lah, i shall not talk much in case become spoiler. anyway, i highly recommend you people to go and watch this show. it’s really nice, serious.

my tears uncontrollably roll down my cheeks at the part when Ye Xiang Lun went to Lu Xiao Yu’s house and her mother saw the picture of Lu, and then… yeah, go and watch to find out.

really very nice lah the show! )): so touching… sobs…

actually very emo recently..then went to watch movie alone.. then end up watch liao now even more emo.. lols.. thinking of the story, i can cry anytime lahh..

freaking touching.. to me lah.. to others i don’t know lor.. but to me, the show super touching..!!

okay lahh.. thats all for today… cry out le feel better.. now time to go back to work again… sian..

and the wind, frigging strong also.. i open the window, my door (which is quite faraway) actually kena blow until.. BANG! wtf? =.=”

cheerios.

GAMES!

i really enjoy playing games, especially RPG games. for those who don’t know, RPG stands for Role-Playing Game.

so why do i enjoy playing it so much? because i feel as though i’m the main character inside the game, that is, the character you are controlling! you do what you want to do, say what you want to say, it’s totally you inside! ;D

you can do things which you’re not able to do in the real world, like fighting monsters, save the world, protect your precious princess from the bad people =x LOL

okay lahh. those are one factor. there are many other reasons for me to enjoy RPG games.

when playing it, it’s like watching a movie, or anime, a story and etc, whereas you are capable to change the story, it’s a story all about YOU! cool isn’t it? ((:

there are games with really fantastic storyline, it can surprise you totally, you can never predict what would’ve happened until it actually happened, and all you can say is like “WAH!” or something close. LOL!

moreover, playing RPG games can train your brain. there are some easy RPGs which are very straight forward, totally “idiot proof” and short. i completed some RPGs within one day, in PS2, of course.

some PS2 games has good graphics, but the storyline kind of short. and many copy old games. anyway, back to the topic.

most, i mean most. most of the RPG games requires you to use your brain, work things out up there. why? sometimes, they give puzzle for you to solve in order to proceed with the game. sometimes they say some stuffs to ask you to go somewhere, you have to know some unique things about each town? so you should be observant to the things around you. you are trained to be one!

there are many benefits from play RPG games. however, it’s still “jian4 ren2 jian4 zhi4″ stuff, everyone has their point of view, the above are just what i personally felt. anyone agree with me? haha.

to me alone, i believe RPG games has made my life more interesting, i spent alot of time to play all the RPG i’ve played so far, i truely step into their world and did what i want to do, complete the task i’m desired to do, and i don’t feel that i wasted any time.

i’m contented and i’m glad i played them, i learnt many things from all these games. and they made my brain even sharper ;D

games like FF10 has marvellous storyline, but a pity that i completed it within 2 days T_T

btw the FF7 i completed recently, i took 5 days to play disc 1, 1 day to play disc 2 and 1 day to play disc 3. 100% perfect completion within 7 days! just like what i aimed for. one more factor of playing RPGs, you will have the sense of content (man3 zhu2 gan3) after completing a RPG game. perhaps all games give you this feeling? hahaa!

okay lah. shall stop here. my blog song, Night of Fire. the more i listen, the more high i get. hahaa! i remember last time my friend ask me whether i got this song. i didnt have it that time. well, now i know why this song makes you high ;D

enjoy the music everyone! ;D

Night of Fire lyrics

~Night Of Fire~

Welcome to the broken low
Welcome to the famous disco live
Come on lady come and go
Come on lady get me once and right
Not a danger
Not a blacky stranger
Rock it Rock it
Knock to my door I’ll open
Speak my name now
Speak if it you know how
Fly to me
Get ready for the
Night of fire
You’ve better better stay
You’ve better better begin
The prayer to play
Night of fire
Come over over me
Come over over the top
You’ve never been here
Night of fire
You’ve better better stay
You’ve better better begin
The prayer to play
Night of fire
Come over over me
Come over over the top
You’ll have a night of fire
You’ll have a night of fire

Welcome to my rocky show
Welcome to the fire of the night
Come on baby let it go
Come on baby let me stick you tight
Not a danger
Not a blacky stranger
Rock it Rock it
Knock to my door I’ll open
Speak my name now
Speak if it you know how
Fly to me
Get ready for the
Night of fire
You’ve better better stay
You’ve better better begin
The prayer to play
Night of fire
Come over over me
Come over over the top
You’ve never been here
Night of fire
You’ve better better stay
You’ve better better begin
The prayer to play
Night of fire
Come over over me
Come over over the top
You’ll have a night of fire
You’ll have a night of fire
You better better stay
The prayer to play
Come over over me
You’ve never been here
Night of fire
You’ve better better begin
Night of fire
Come over over the top
You’ll have a night of fire
Welcome to the broken low
Welcome to the famous disco live
Come on lady come and go
Come on lady get me once and right
Not a danger
Not a blacky stranger
Rock it Rock it
Knock to my door I’ll open
Speak my name now
Speak if it you know how
Fly to me
Get ready for the
Night of Fire
You’ll have a night of fire
Night of fire

100% completion of FFVII

finally completed Final Fantasy VII 100% perfect completion! ;DD

although i played this game before, around 10~13 years ago when i was still in primary school.

at that time, my house don’t even have a computer, let alone internet. i managed to complete this game, but didnt get all those optional stuffs. all based on storyline only.

also, the overall plot of FF7 was not very clear too. alot works don’t know how to read and don’t understand ( not everyone are very clever when they are in primary school =.=” )

but this time, i got everything ;D so cool. Quadra Magic+Knights of the Round+Mimic! all FF7 players should know what i meant. haha! finished off jenova sephiroth (all those final boss) in ONE TURN! (ta ma de bian tai =.=)

remember 10 years ago i didnt get these stuffs, which is damn sad. they are secret stuffs, so called optional. well, damn happy to get them. cos when peihan was saying how li hai the Knights of the Round is, i was like “omg”. then now i finally see it. it’s really very “omg”. haha!

ALRIGHT LAH! tomorrow morning meet Daryl and Wei Kian at northpoint makan breakfast! passing back daryl the disc he lent me last time. ;D shun bian find them “xu jiu” also. lols! long time no see liao mah! hahaa.

anyway, tomorrow must start to touch books! yeah! finally! torture………….. =.=

sighs. well well, never mind. it’s gonna be the last 100 metre sprint! and… BOOOOOMM…!! END OF SEMESTER!! wahahaha! right now i’m really not very looking forward towards september… but why?

yes, i wanna september to come, because OUR SEMESTER ENDS AT SEPTEMBER! no more exams no more school etc YAYS!

but world skills training cum selection training period start from september WAH KAO… can dun go lah, but dun go means auto “kick out”… i wanna learn something.. but sibeh stress one lor..

moreover.. I GOT A LONG LIST OF GAMES IN MY MIND!! those i wanna play de..

Final Fantasy 8 ( wanna play again! ;D )
Naruto Shippuden ( weisheng~ ;P )
Initial D ( weisheng again x) )
Kingdom Hearts 2 ( weisheng wan sui xD )
Rogue Galaxy ( alvin rox! )
Final Fantasy 12 ( I WANNA PLAY!!! T.T )
Suikoden 2 ( CANT WAIT TO START!! ): )

anymore games?!

awww.. sian lahh.. very duno wad to do.. very attracted to all these games.. keep wanting to play.. but now muz tie my hands behind my back.. okay lah.. stop here liao.. continue rant some more i will die due to “WANT TO PLAY TOO MUCH” LOL.. okay lah.. tml waking early.. NIGHTS!

chiong ff7..

final fantasy 7 play until disc two lerh. so far all the items i got get and the level is consider higher de, fight boss like like creeps like that. ((:

dying to 100% perfect completion on FF7, then study for exams.. else now i cant concentrate at all. chiong full force to complete it before exams..

天天思念着你, 不完整的生命, 一切都在改变, 很不想要接受。
可是我又能做些什么?!

Common test over!

finally, common test is over! ;D

the paper was rather okay, easier than what i’d expect. but still difficult to a certain extent. hope can do well for it. yupps, hopefully!

went to friends’ class and help out with their labs and assessments, kinda great helping around – can help them lessen their stress and also do some revision for myself. x))

today is national day eve, halfday for the kids. yeah, uniform kids =x acade hopped, lan shop hopped, everywhere full house. it’s like o.O” lahh. lols.

hang around with weisheng and the gang, then later nicholas got to go, then i accompany him go back since the rest all different destination.

then very qiao, saw shihao at mrt station. lols. then accompany him go northpoint walk. he treat me acade, i insist want pay back but he insist don’t want.

never mind lor, next time my turn to treat liao, i don’t care. lols. xD

now finally home. bored. tonight play FF7. been waiting for this day. hees. now got feel to play audition. hoho. so, cheerios!

left with my biggest disaster.

had my electronics communication common test this morning. as expected, it was a pretty easy paper. ;D

so now, left with 4 more modules – 3 exams and 1 last common test paper.

having my biggest disaster module – communication skills 2 paper.

i simply hate this module can. havent start any preparation yet somemore. sian. just now playing game =.=”

tomorrow night i’m gonna play FF7. hahaa. damn excited.

first thing first, gotta study for com skills later. so, cheerios~

common test! chiong arh!

wah sian sia, so damn tired! later gonna do a final revision for my Electronics Communication common test!

the paper is held on a stupid timing of 0830 am in the morning -.-” dammit, i want my sleep de lor. sigh.

biggest fear is OVERSLEPT. yet still got to study for it till late tonight, hope tomorrow got enough energy.

just now watch the campus superstar, the kid(shawn i think) did impressed me. really cool. he deserves higher marks, really. haha.

just read an article about the roller coaster in france, things goes wrong and accident happened. a father and a child died on the spot. dammit lahh. fking dangerous.

like that how i dare to ride on roller coaster in future sia. anything can happen. )):

anyway, back to school. took my flash practical lab test today, it’s basically what we learnt through out these lessons. was an easy one, hope can score for this too.

now done with web design module, 5 more modules left to go. tomorrow borring FF7 from syazwan, thanks alot. and alan helping me burn FF8, he’ll be passing me the disc this wednesday. i’m looking forward to it.

gonna play the hell out of myself during this term break. but not able to fully enjoy yet, still gotta prepare for exams.

however, don’t care lerh, wed night chiong game liao x)) the rest, chiong finish then say! xDD

i tends to give people the impression that i study everyday o.O”

frankly speaking, all i do is listen in lecture, i’ll never touch books at home, unless the next day got exams or tests. LOL. im not that “no-life” de lorh~ x))

okays lahh. time to study. havent start communication skills revision. tomorrow after school chiong home study. ((:

if im able to get an “A” for my com skills common test, there’s nothing else i need to worry about anymore!

good luck to me! ;) later~

be happy okays? (:

was looking at her photo and smiling to myself. pretty dumb, i know.

i don’t know why, i’m happy the way it is now, i didn’t wish to get into r/s again. perhaps i’m scared le bah..

just hope she’ll stay happy, be a cheerful and happy girl, like how she was before i appeared.

to see her smile happily everyday is my biggest wish.

good luck to me for my flash practical test tomorrow.

rage your dreams!

uploaded a really nice song on my blog. at first i thought it’s some kind of ordinary song, but after listening for awhile, i find it really nice. so decided to share it out ;D
the song name is Rage Your Dreams. japanese song. hahaa. ((:
i’m like slacking. didn’t really studied at all. watched initial d anime. so nice sia. haha. how i wish i can race so well T_T then can play with my friends.
dreamy dreamy now. searching for many songs. all listen liao so high. all these kind of listen liao will high de music is my favorite.. ;D and my another friend’s favorite too. right?
i wanna high! can’t get to study any thing into my brain at all.. sighh..

initial d~

finished my java test today. i thought it’ll be similar to previous labs, thus didn’t bring any materials in knowing it’s a open book test.. dumb right =.=”

kinda stuck with the float datatype.. never play with float before de lor.. then on the spot find API(dictionary) and figure out how to use it.. stress sia

finally managed to get the output, but i used another method.. never follow the instructions one.. marks sure gonna get deducted for that, but at least i got the output and it’s working fine jiu can le.. ;D

after that was IP lecture. well, ip is not a stressing module at the moment, but it’ll be stressing after the common tests.. =\ for now, i don’t wanna think about it.. lols..

after school went to have my lunch with weisheng and the group, at sumohouse.. is it? not sure.. never go see carefully, it’s at amk. the food not bad. haha. had fun chatting and playing with the group, it’s great. ;D

then off we go to the acade. i first time stay at acade for like 2 or 3 hours? so long =.=” LOLs..

then went weisheng house play. half life 2′s graphic damn power.. nice sia! and he lend me initial d, so nice lor the game.. hahaha.. managed to win some of the stages only.. so hard T_T

well, tomorrow is study day.. so tired sia.. aww~

i wanna play too lahh.. ))’:

IMAGINECUP

today’s japanese test made my confidence drop. sigh.

the paper was upon 40, then i immediately on the spot noe i got 10 marks goner le.. even the rest of my answers ALL CORRECT also only 75%..

and not really will all correct de lor.. i think this is just gonna pull down my marks.. hais..

mr seah called me during the test.. then after that i called him back.. he ask me go his office.. o.O

as i walk there.. i kinda worried, duno what happened sia.. lols..then faster chiong there..

then he ask me whether i want to join a duno what imaginecup.. helded in korea de.. lols.. =.=”

he got 5 names.. he ask whether i noe the other 4 names.. i was like.. diao -.- totally no heard before.. lols~

so he brief me roughly bout this cup.. ask me help him find 3 more ppl cos is 4 ppl per team.. it’s a competiton but is smaller scale de.. all course will be sending teams to compete, tis time is nyp first time sending team..

next week confirm with him the name list.. any friends interested can let me know.. it’s about using ASP.NET framework to do website under a certain theme, the theme is about the environment if i’m not wrong.. win liao got $8000, anyway go read up the details from http://imaginecup.com to see more info ;D

we got learn before.. using web developer de.. hahaa.. dun need to be very pro in it, but must be creative and have knowledge on this software, on asp.NET 2.0.. hahaa~

anyway after that meet up with ruina mahes peihan alan joseph zichun jinghong and form into 2 grps, ip and java ;D teached them how to change the variables etc.. then later stayed on to help them with other stuffs.. but didn’t manage to help much also, kinda noob.. joseph’s dreamweaver problem i solved bu dao, jinghong’s ip problem i also solve bu dao.. T.T saddenned..

tomorrow java practical lab test.. hope things goes well tomorrow! i got a bad feeling.. like duno wad will happen tomorrow.. hais..

断了的弦 再怎么连
我的感觉你已听不见
你的转变像断掉的弦
再怎么接 音都不对
你的改变我能够分辨

jap day

today is gonna be whole day chiong jap.. well that’s gonna be after i finish with this post. ;D

since morning been playing game and watching naruto shipudden. yupps. nice lorh, but can’t watch finish.. not the video not uploaded. sians~

i got super freaky craving to play RPGs.. suikoden 2, FF7, FF8 and other games lahh.. suikoden 2 is on my desk right now, FF7 borrowing from syazwan and alan burning FF8 for me.. i wanna play! dying to play T_T

but really no choice, must wait till exams over.. ahhh.. hao nan shou arhh.. T.T sad..

one more month.. one more month of chionging only! then can have fun lerh.. hahahahaa…!!! though one month like very long =.= all i could do now is HOPE time past soon! and after exam, time past slowly LOL.. -_-”

think about jap jiu headache.. hardly speak.. hardly write.. and i most of my assignment i copy answers de.. LOL.. -.- so hard to do lor.. luckily that time when planning role play script, i read up.. and learnt alot.. projects etc are my savior ;D

above is ‘ue’, below is ‘shita’, left is ‘hidari’, right is ‘migi’, inside is ‘naka’, close is ‘chikaku’, far is ‘tonari’, front is ‘mae’, back is ‘ushiro’, in between is ‘aida’ ;DD

okay lahh.. hai hao actually.. won’t fail, it’s a matter of whether can score for it or not.. T.T i dunwan my gpa kena pull down by elective.. like choosing a module specially to pull down my results !#$%^&*

anyway, i simply love jay’s song ;D singing whole day~ so cool. changed blog song to “duan le de xuan”.. it’s really nice and has meaningful lyrics x))

a broken string, even if you fix it, it doesnt sound the same anymore.. although i don’t play instruments, but this kind of stuffs i still know.. like singing, sec1 my key can goes really high, not like now. the key higher abit can kill me. *shake head*

i really hate that person. c’mon, leave me alone… it’s my life.. can’t you just let me lead it myself..?