It's my LIFE!

First thing first, for those who doesn’t know the meaning of 2012, it is actually referring to the fact that Solar Storm is coming on the year 2012. And no, I did not make this up; NASA announced this and it was even published on the newspaper few months back!

I have an entry on this as well, feel free to read up: Solar Storm is coming in 2012

Back to this. Why is the “2012″ word so magical? Because whenever I think or talk about it, nothing good happen. And yes, I’m risking again by blogging about it; perhaps I’ll get scolded or something later when I book in back to Tekong

Since “2012″ is the “End of the world”, and it gives a feeling of “doom” or perhaps also “impossible”. Thus it’s not a very good thing at all.

Many good things I used to have would comes to an end when this word is mentioned.. I have too much real example already. Like recently, I told my gf that I want to watch the movie “2012″ (damn, I should not mention the magical word), then in like a week’s time, she broke up with me.

Maybe it’s just coincidence. But then again, last time everything okay, I mention the “2012″ thing, then H1N1 suddenly from nothing becomes something? As in, from not that critical, suddenly becomes more and more critical until so many cases were found, even Singapore also got people get infected by it?

And now that I think about it, my last break before POP has come to an end too, I’m going to book in tonight! Oh, damn it. I’m suddenly so used to civilian life that I don’t wish to go back to army life already!

I did not exercise at all, been keeping myself occupied by playing the Stardom 2000 (明星志願2000) game that my good brother, Man Chun, has lent me. Thanks bro~ the game is damn good!

Till I blog again.

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Yesterday finally get to meet up with Rong Yao, Man Chun, & Wei Kian! The 4 of us are the survivors of our secondary school clique, whom still remain to keep in contact with each other and meet up time to time!

As recommended by Rong Yao, we went to watch the movie, Ninja Assassins, at Yishun Golden Village today. Seriously right, I totally never heard of the existence of this show before eh. Though it only came out today, but still, it’s hard to never even heard of the show’s name before right? :p

Nonetheless, we still went ahead and watch it. It’s quite a good movie! The fighting scenes are impressive despite the fact that they ARE quite bloody. The main character, Rain, is damn cool, and very fit! His appearance is rather different in this show, it gives a very different feeling. Well, go watch it and you will know what I meant.

After the movie we went to have dinner at the usual coffee shop. We chat about a lot of stuffs, especially army! Rong Yao’s company is super close to mine, we even did our route march together yesterday, but we only discovered that recently! :p Then Man Chun’s company is damn far away, but he does very different stuffs compared to us since he’s in PES C, whereas Wei Kian is going to enlist next year, hope by then we can give him good advices on army stuffs!

After dinner went to Man Chun house to borrow game from him. Seriously, I don’t know what to do tomorrow, so if I really got nothing to do tomorrow, at least I got game to play uhs? haha.

I only know that I’m too used to a different lifestyle for too long already… I’m so not used to the sudden change. But nonetheless, I’m trying very hard to adapt to it. I’m really trying

I have to accept life, accept the fact, and really learn to let go and to accept things uh. haha. This is life man…

Till I update again. Cheerios!

Wishing all Muslims Happy Hari Raya Haji

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我很愛她，真得很愛她。
也就是因爲這樣，所以打算放開她。

雖然我們曾經深深地相愛過，
但現在一切都已經不一樣了。
她不再愛我了，要離開我了。

我起初真的很不捨得放開，
因爲我很不希望她離開我。

可是我發現其實我很自私，
既然她都已經選擇了放棄我們的愛情，
爲什麽我還要這樣死殘爛打的不放呢？

與其緊緊地抓著她不放，
不如放開雙手讓她飛翔，
讓她尋找她想要的幸福。

這因該是現在的我唯一，
能用來愛你的方式了吧。

衷心希望你得到幸福哦！

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Many things has happened in my life these days; so much that I don’t know how to talk about.. don’t know how to start on.

Ever since my enlistment to the army, my life has been twisting around. There are both good moments and bad moments… good moments that make me happy until I can’t stop myself from laughing and smiling, bad moments that made me cried and felt emo over it as though there is no tomorrow…

There are like 3 more weeks to POP (Passing-Out-Parade) on the 9 December 2009. Seriously don’t know how my life is going to change again. Life is indeed a sinusoidal curve with its crests and troughs; to put it simple – life is full of ups and downs.

I hope I could endure through all the tough moments of my life… it’s hard. Really hard. But I guess there are no other choice other than to endure all of them! I must work hard!

Everything would get much better if there’s a friend, or someone who care, standing by my side, supporting me, giving me the power to endure through everything. Just a simple tap on my shoulder will do! Even a simple “Go for it!” or “You can do it!” would helps alot.

But sadly, it’s so difficult…

Where is everyone?

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I’m halfway through my Basic Military Training (BMT) life! 6 weeks down, 4 more weeks to Passing Out Parade (POP)!

No more field camp, yay! I can’t believe I make it through the 6 days 5 nights field camp – it rained everyday!

Finished my Individual Marksmanship thingy, the live range.. I’m a marksman! 31/32; my biggest regret is due to aiming at the wrong board and thus one shot off away from full marks!

Finished my Hand Grenade thingy as well; my once-in-a-life-time throw of real grenade! I didn’t managed to hit the target but at least I didn’t get blank or threw it out of the range! xD

Finished my SIT TEST yesterday as well, it’s rather fun! I don’t know how well I fared, but I guess it’s not that great either. Let’s hope for the best!

Now I’m left with Individual Physical Proficiency Test (IPPT) and Standard Obstacles Course (SOC) and that’s all!

Tomorrow onwards will be a hell full of physical trainings; let’s hope that I can handle them well!

It’s a miserably and awfully bad weekend for me, as I only get to book out yesterday night, immediate took a cab home and only reach at almost 10pm.. =.= so late already.. then today nothing much as well.. basically stay home and rot! Waste life

But can’t be blamed, no one is free on Sunday… sad! Anyway, I’ll be booking in soon again.

Cheerios people! Take care, till I update again!

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Tomorrow is the day! The 6 days 5 nights field camp.. which is said to be the “halfway-through” checkpoint of BMT (Basic Military Training) life.

Many friends whom have went through it told me that it is pure suffering especially when it rains; quite true I guess, since I won’t really get to bath or change clothes during those days, and I don’t like the feeling of being totally drenched until my uniforms are heavy, and my boots is full of water stored inside… =.=

Anyway, tomorrow is my 5th week in army, which is officially my WEEK 4 (the enlistment week is WEEK 0) of my BMT life (my POP/”graduation” is on the 9 December 2009).

Many people are asking me – how’s army life? Used to it? Well, I must say that don’t really like army life. There are good and bad. Good that we are being trained to be a real man, to be independent and to do things we don’t used to do. Bad thing is that it is super hard to learn things. Especially the lectures.. I’d really be delighted if they could just print the lecture notes and pass them to me to study instead of the frigging 2 hours lecture, which is a total waste of time.

But cannot be blamed.. our sergeants tried their best to explain, but seriously, they are either my age or younger than me, and has no experience in teaching, so most of the time I totally don’t understand what are they driving at. and the practise is to say “Yes” and “Outstanding” in army. Never ask question unless you want to sarbotage yourself?

Thus so far most of the lectures are total waste of time. Try to understand when there are practical lessons then.. there are alot of things which they ASSUME that everyone know. Such as the commands they shout when marching, how to tie the knots etc. They thought everyone are from NCC or NPCC (Uniform groups). But no, I’m from Basketball team last time. So there are so much more things that I have to find out by myself, either that or I seek help from friends.

Life has not been very nice in there. The trainings are tough. At least for me, they ARE tough. I remember that I really cannot keep up with it during the 1st 2 weeks. then slowly now can manage already… but still not doing well yet. Or at least, I expect more out of myself. Must work hard already, I don’t want to be a loser, I don’t like the feeling of being at the bottom, looking up at everyone who are standing up there.

I strongly believe that determination is the key to success, as long as I don’t give up, and keep trying, I can make it through.

One thing I hate the most is that time flies when I’m in human world, and time crawls so frigging slowly when I’m in the Tekong…

Okay that’s all, last but not least, hope that it don’t rain and I don’t shit in the following 6 days!

Cheerios.

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